"Ya Allah!" at the end of the slide

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Lately, my daughter, Yuni is good at luring me and granny to the playground.

As we get dressed, she will come and hug us saying ; "Ikut" or "Main". And I will say to her ; "Weekends only".

Lesson learned to never promise your child something that you don't intend to give or do. Trust me they will remember it forever. For example, I was putting Yuni to sleep. While she was in the cradle, I said, "Mommy will bring you to the playground later this evening. So, go to sleep ok?"

After she slept, I continued to do some work upstairs until 5pm, heard Yuni knocking on the door shoutig "Main!! Main!!" means "Play!! Play!!" in Malay.

Opened the door and persistenly asked me to bring her to the playground. I guess she slept dreaming about the playground. LOL.

Even though I did take her to the playground, I made it clear up until today that the we will only go on the weekends. Period. Manja, manja jugak. Discipline is still discipline.

P/S: Ya Allah at the end of the slide was the influence of Astro 106 cerita "Para Pencari Tuhan"

Muhasabah 2010

Salam Jumaat semua! dan Salam New Year's Eve!

Still in office. Yes, kerja. Sebab apa? Sebab I tak kerja kilang lg dah... Tuh yang kerja sampai ke 31st Dec 2010. Is it a BIG deal not to get holidays at the end of the year? No lah! hehehe...

Sebenarnya, bercerita tentang NEW YEAR, reminds me of NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION. But, to make a good new year resolution, it s best to reflect the previous year's activities, achievements and failures. There are a few questions which was brought up to my mind after a "muhasabah" talk with dear senpai, K.Dianna yesterday.

1. Have I been taking care of my solat this year?
2. Have I been taking care of the food and source of food I consumed this year?
3. Have I been rude to my hubby, parents and in-laws?
4. Have I been fair to others?
5. Was I "ikhlas" in all my doings?

There was so much to ponder. So much to correct, muhasabah and change in myself. Was I too focused on the wrong reasons in life? Yes, I think I have sinned quite a lot this year. I think I have not been fair to my hubby, have not been a good, solehah wife. Because I was too "distracted" by the temporary world, that I forgot to remind myself that I need to be thankful by being more obedient to Allah.

Yes, Allah gave me a good "rezeki" and I have never been so thankful all my life for the opportunities that he had given me... Which in the end, was meant for me to open my eyes on what I have been doing all the time.

Ya Allah, I am so glad you have met me with the most wonderful friends, muslim and muslimah.
Ya Allah, thank you very much by opening my eyes to dakwah.
Ya Allah, thank you very much for giving me good life and health, though I have been a forgetfull slave.
Ya Allah, please do remember me always because I promise to myself that I will NEVER ever be apart from you anymore.

Ya Allah, thank you for being there for me when I needed you though I was so foolish to not remeber you during my good times. Yes, I regret for not being good to you. I regret all the wrong doings I did and the bad things I kept in my heart.

Ya Allah, I would like to seek your forgiveness. Please forgive me for neglecting and procastinating my duties which you have set. Yes, I was too distracted by the world. I put my priorites to KPI instead of on-time Solat. Please forgive me!

Ya Allah, my resolution next year is to become a better Muslimah, better slave. From this time onwards, I will put my priorities to you. I will remember you at ALL times and I strive to complete my duties... Please give me strength!

No, I have not given up on you nor my life. Though I think I should express my gratitude more, explain my foolishness here so that when the net time I re-read this, I will be able to muhasabah others too.

Ya Allah, please help me become what I wish for Your blessings. Thank you.

Thank you dearest Allah for the gifts and blessings all these years.

 

Thank you!

Ribut di Jasin

Am I the last one to create a post regarding the Ribut @Jasin, Melaka?

I mean, it was like last week's incident, but the strong wind and heavy rain yesterday reminded me about it.

I had to do 10-7 shift yesterday and today. Wow. Finished work @7pm and rushed home. I wasn't successful yesterday, but I'm going to try to reach home ASAP today.

I tried to watch a few Youtube videos regarding the incident. I heard it was quite bad. One person died. Condolences to the parties for their lost.

Well, thanks to Ali Rustam la nih. Siapa suruh sebok nak wat Sekolah Mengandung kat Jasin? <- you may think this is just a coincidence, but I seriously took "bencana" as a Warning from Allah. Cash tau dia kasi dahla dalam bulan Ramadhan, not long after the announcement from Ali Rustam pulak tuh. Betul2 buat umat Islam di Malaysia berfikir tau. Unless for certain who wish to ignore the Warning. To me, yesterday, hujan lebat was already a Warning. Takut tuh... Mana tahu Allah nak turun bala ker ape. Kerana nila setitik, rosak susu sebelanga tau... hahaha

But again, who am I to judge. Wallahua'alam.

Mari muhasabah diri

Ok, Yuni dah tidur. Calar balar kaki mama dibuatnye terkejar sana.. terkejar sini...isk isk..

Yup, saya masih lagi ber-cuti :) *Syiokknye*

Tengah monitor trading graph nih...Sakit jantung kadang2 dibuatnye... Tapi, saya belajar dari pengalaman...

1. Jangan Gopoh... Relax
2. Sabar separuh daripada iman
3. Analisis dengan berhati2 dan teliti
4. Di mana ada kemahuan, di situ ada jalan
5. Belajar dari kesilapan lepas
6. Jangan putus asa
7. Kuatkan semangat
8. Berharap pada Allah sahaja

Dan yang paling penting, Money Management! Ingat lagi masa zaman joli sakan dengan Abg... isk isk isk.. Makan sushi 3x sehari... *pheewit!*
Sekarang rasa macam banyak giler nak kena invest especially untuk Yuni.

Beringat lah kita sama-sama,ya?

Dear Herald's translator...

I had  quick discussion with Mom and Dad regarding certain issues nd concluded that;

You can NEVER translate Jesus to Allah because they are not the same. Even if you try to translate and make it sound Malaysian-ish, Allah is NEVER equal tu Jesus. Therefore I am against the usage in this matter. And it is against the Aqidah to say they're equal or supports activities that encourages the purpose. Please get this matter straight & study before we muslims make any statements. Better to say No Comment rather than something controversional (esp. to sensitive issues)...

Although this issue has never been brought up when it happened in Eastern Malaysia some time ago or even in some Islamic countries in this world. I don't think we should follow them. I disagree to make Allah a common word because it's kata nama... Bukan kata ganti nama!

To dear translators out there, especially those who translate religion stuff. Plese be careful when translating. Don't try to spice up sentences simply using words that you individually consider common in certain society when actully its the total opposite. Do not make this FARAL ERROR. (<- Thanks to Apek, new word recalled)

Nasib baik aku buat transation manuals untuk electrical goods sahaja. I hope I didn't offend any rechargeable batteries' feelings during my translation process :) ihikksss..

Peace! (<- This is not a political )