Amaran: Entry lemah semangat diusik Syaitan

Ari nih aku terbuat silap kat tempat kerja dan di bambu oleh User. Pertama kali rasanya pernah di-bambu secara direct email. Wow! Shockkk...

Ok, mungkin aku masih lg mentah dari segi Customer Service. Hello? Baru 6 bulan bekerja dan 4 tahun penglaman di Jepun. Nah.. I am still considered a Malaysian when it comes to Japan Service Level. Huhuh...

Atau adakah aku nih jenis ambik tak kesah? Ambek tak endah? Yang pasti aku punye Comprehension agak lemah. Memang nak orang dengar cerita aku aje. Heh, siapa tidak?

Mungkin aku lebih sesuai jadi Ketua sesebuah syarikat. Sebab aku tak suka orang memberi arahan. Tetapi suka memberi arahan. wah, Fieza dah mula berkata2 memberitahu keinginan.

Sebenarnya, aku tengah memikirkan masa depan... sama ada masih nak berada dalam bidang Customer Service atau ke bidang WAHM. Oh, dalam hati? Memang nak masuk bidang WAHM. Tapi, ada jugarasa risau tentang keadaan $$$$$ yang akan datang. Risau juga sama ada hubby mampu menanggung kami semua.

Tp, WAHM... bukan SAHM! So, aku masih akan bekerja sebenarnya. Cuma adakah business akan stabil? Aku tahu aku yakin dengan masa depan.... Sebab tu lah aku berani menyatakan dan set goal untuk jadi WAHM.

Alah, ni mainan Setan je nih. Baru di-bambu kat Ofis, dah lemah semangat. Caitt! Ada 6 bulan lg nak habis Kontrak. Dalam masa 6 bulan tuh, cepat2 lah praktis business!

Kepada diri sendiri: Berusahalah! (translation kepada Ganbare!)

 

Ya Allah, jauhkan lah aku dari gangguan syaitan.

Sekolah Mengandung??

Mesti korang dah dengar pasal cerita Kerajaan Melaka nak dirikan Sekolah Mengandung kat Jasin untuk budak-budak perempuan yang terlanjur termengandung tanpa suami/mak bapak untuk bantu menanggung beban.

Aku ade la nak komen tentang benda nih seperti di bawah;

1. Tolong la letak nama "Shelter" instead of "Sekolah" sebab perception orang/ feeling orang dalam Malaysia atau luar Malaysia berbeza tau. Bila kita namakan Sekolah, menampakkan seolah-olah Kerajaan Negeri Melaka menggalakkan pulak SEX before Marriage. Kalau disebut "Shelter", membuat orang ramai rasa "Wah, baik nya Kerajaan Negeri Melaka! Ada peruntukan untuk membantu gadis2 malang ini". Apa, before Ali Rustam buat speech xde sesiapa (secretary ke?) yang checkkan untuk dia ke pasal penggunaan perkataan tuh? Or, masa diorang berbincang kat Dewan Undangan Negeri xde orang beri pendapat ke pasal "naming" of SEKOLAH?

2. Aku agak risau bila "SEKOLAH" nih dah ada STUDENT, takut Student nih akan kena bully laaahhh... Selalunya, orang yang dah terlanjur nih, dia akan menyepikan diri... Tak mahu statusnya di ketahui orang mungkin sebab segan/ malu dengan perkara tersebut. Tapi, kalau dah masuk SEKOLAH Surelah orang tahu, kan? Kenalah masuk dalam Resume kan??

3. Kalau dah ramai giller orang yang masuk SEKOLAH nih... Sampai melebihi kapasiti... Nanti, akan adakah BRANCH... Cawangan Selangor ke.. Kuala Lumpur ke??

4. Persoalan dalam minda... Adakah SEKOLAH ini akan jadi ASRAMA-based? Atau SEKOLAH Harian Biasa?

5. Aku anggap "SEKOLAH" yang bakal dibina ini dianggap macam "AFTER-CARE" untuk STUDENT macam tuh... Tapi, macam mana dengan "BEFORE-CARE"?? Macam memberitahu bahawa, SEX is for after marriage? or SAFER to use CONDOM??? Macammana pulak dengan penekanan tentang DOSA melakukan SEX before MARRIAGE? Macammana dengan penekanan AGAMA yang sepatutnya ditingkatkan?? Haaa??

Aku paling tak suka orang yang mengaggap perkara nih perkara leceh/ KEBIASAAN/ for FUN... Sebab aku risau anak-anak aku nanti...

1. Apakah latar belakang orang yang bakal kahwin dengan anak aku?
2. Macam mana back ground family dia?
3. Sah ke perkahwinan itu nanti? If Wali BAPAK xdapat cari
4. Kalau anak aku berkawan dengan orang yang anggap SEX before MARRIAGE is OK dan mempengaruhi dia nanti?
5. Macam mana dengan keturunan aku nanti?

Yang paling penting, Kalau aku tak buat sesuatu atas nama ISLAM dan membenarkan perkara macam nih become WORSE....

Berapa banyak DOSA aku yang akan diCASHkan masa kat Akhirat nanti??

Wallahua'lam...

Peringatan untuk diri sendiri

Announcement

My dear Aunties,

If all of you are reading this.... Yes, I changed job. I decided to choose money rather than security. At the moment I really need to support my husband. Therefore, please bear with me.

If I am destined to work as a G-men, one day of course... InsyaAllah.

But now, sadly I choose IBM.

Thank you.

Life Updates

Lama tak update, kan? Bata-bata shite gomen ne! (Maaf ye, saya agak busy)

Little updates on my life;

1. Successfully changed my job! I am a very happy woman/wife/mother. I am still though keeping it a HIMITSU from some parties. I felt as though I am returning to the active & high-spirited me last 4 years when I started my first job @ Cinosanap *yeay*

2. I drive to work! Just like me:4 years ago! It's a 30min journey to my workplace, but my working hours beats all the traffic jams at LDP. *yeay* And I get to have time to make Bentou for me and hubby every working day!

3. Hubby decides to WORK! Somewhere near my workplace. I guess he could handle the Mushroom Farm efficiently on weekends and weekdays. I am so happy for him! I think he's kinda bored with the Mushroom Farm because it doesn't need much work on normal days (Anmari tema ga kakarimasen kara). He's only busy when the cycle time comes, that is after 2 months consecutively. I am currently editing his resume. I asked him, why did he suddenly wants to work. "I want to help you pay for our house" Awwww... (tte temei no sekinin darou! hehehe)

4. I have Didie-chan with me at work! *yeay* I know understand very clearly that to stay long at a company, you first need to have GOOD environment and second you LOVE your work. I felt this differently compared to previous co. Yes, I feel better to go to work. *yeay*

I am very excited that my AL is approved by Ynod. Now, I could peacefully concerntrate on my work. Plus, there's going to be a Call test coming up this Thursday. (Kinchou surukk) Oh, hari ini har Selasa, 25 hb... My last Payday for previous co. Taihen oTsukaresama deshita! $$$

Updates on Yuni? nanti lah saya update dengan lebih berkesan menggunakan Gambar. Ok, nak cerita apa lagi ye?

Oh, I met Masterque here! Most of you might not know, but STFians should know this petite cute girl who was my classmate during Form 4 and Form 5F in JB. Yes, I know, she doesn't remember me... Terukla ko nih... heheh *joking* Chatted a few lines with her yesterday, but didn't have time to meet her in person since, my schedule is tight for Trainings and stuff.

Lots of new and old friends. New experiences. Can't wait to start on the real job. Thank you so much to all of you for supporting me on my life decisions. Yes, your opinions does matter! Thank you! Wish me luck!

Isi hati ini

Maaf ye kepada sesiapa yang tidak dapat membaca entry sebelum ini, sebab saya sedikit emos dengan kehidupan dan tragedi2 harian maka saya lebih selesa menyuarakan kebingungan itu dalam Bahasa Jepun.

Tiada satu manuasia pon dalam dunia nih yang PERFECT. Setiap manusia buat kesilapan dari semasa ke semasa. Even Dato' Siti pon xdapat nak puaskan hati semua orang dengan mengahwini Dato' K

Samelah dengan aku. Bukannye nak cakap aku kawin ngan Dato' K, tapi, aku tak dapat nak puaskan hati semua orang termasuklah, keluarga dan juga rakan-rakan. Aku bakal menghampakan hati seorang pakcik dalam masa terdekat dan mungkin Boss juga. Tapi, keputusan ini aku lakukan demi keluarga. Back to back memang Family First, kan?

At least aku memang nak improve. Dan Improvement itu bukan datang dengan cara berharap pada orang lain... Tetapi, pada usaha sendiri juga. Kita tak patut berharap pada makhluk Allah. Berharap lah pada Allah & USAHA. Aku dah lama berhenti berharap pada orang lain. Memang sekarang aku hanya berharap pada diri sendiri dan usaha diri sendiri. Kalau berharap pada orang lain, nanti termakan budi, termakan hati, terusik perasaan dan macam-macam lagi. Tak sedap hati kalau berharap pada orang lain. Mungkin stress pada orang itu juga, kita tak tahu. Kesimpulannya, Entah lah.

Cepatlah perkhabaran baik itu tiba.

Sekian.

Intebiu ngan D8nie

Alhamdulillah, baru saja selesai gi Interview kat C*bergJ. Pulun habis betul. Seems like D8nie liked me. Now, waiting for their rply and their Salary. Hang kasi aku RM5k aku gihla. Kalau tak, tamaulah. Nampak macam suke, tapi kita xtahu hati orang lain-lain.

Ok. If you really need me then, you should give me that RM5k lah... heheh.. 

Environment wise, sangat best, ok. Company America lah katakan.

Work shift wise, tiada night shifts and can work as early as 6:30am and as late as 11:00am. *yeay*

Quote D8nie;

"I give 95/100 for your Japanese and 97/100 for your English" Chewah! Habis kembang hidung I.. hoho..

Cuma satu aje yg I xminat.. 

Dia ingat nnt aku kerja wat grouping ngan Didie and xkawan dengan orang lain... *Hellooooooo*

I bukan jenis Grouping2 yang kena bayar Yuran Bulanan ok... Well, I do not blame him because he only knew me for 1 hour today, right?

Mata terjegil macam Yuni masa interview... hahaha

Saya berharap yang terbaik untuk masa depan kami2 nih... hihih

Earth day 2010

Earth Day! on 22nd Apr 2010.

If you ask me about being friendly to the environment/ to the world... I would probably associate it to my experiences in Japan. I lived in Japan for 4 years to further my studies in Engineering. As far as I remember, Japanese are very active in promoting and applying "Green". Their culture practices green everywhere in daily life. For instance, they are very strict in Re-cycle work. From organic waste (food that we consume everyday) to big unwanted furniture/wood/metal/electronic waste. Promoting waste recycling by offering $$ to houses that has unwanted giant waste... to prevent them from disposing it into the rivers etc.

Each community in Japan has their own waste disposal schedule for the whole year. This helps housewives to even plan their meals everyday. For instance, the organic waste will be picked up on each Wednesday of the week, therefore, they'll have fish for dinner on Tuesday night. This is to prevent raw fish smell of organic waste in the house. They will quickly be able to get rid of it the next day. *Marvellous, isn't it?*

In buildings, schools and even factories in Japan are practicing to set their air-conditioner to 27 deg in Summer, to save energy. Housewives put barrels out during the rain to collect water for external house usage... Such as cleaning the pavement door, washing cars or even watering the plant. By watering their house pavement, it reduces the area's temperature to 2 degrees. *Fascinating!*

Children are taught at early age to plant trees, not to litter and to use bags instead of plastic bags when shopping. These normal general earth-loving-education is not forced by the ministry etc... But, they are willingly done by teachers at schools/nursery/kindergarden. Their civic senses are far beyond any other countries in the world as far as I know.

I have once tried to start a recycling culture at home, I even gather leaves & organic wastes to make compost and Alhamdulillah, my mother still continues the work.. Plus, we get to enjoy better Rambutan fruits from the tree in the lawn :) Even Allah reminds us to be friendly to every living creature in the planet. Why cut down trees a.k.a destroying their houses? Why pollute the air and kill the birds? Why pollute the sea and mutate the fishes? Be wise and share the information with our children and others. May we benefit and live a longer and peaceful life here on earth. Amin.

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