Thank you Allah for a wonderful 2011 :)

As per title, firstly I should say my thankful prayers to Allah for a wonderful year. There had been ups and downs but mostly, being able to achieve one of my greatest dream.. Alhamdulillah!

2012 year's resolution;

1. To become a better and solehah khalifah, wife, mother and daughter. Increase good deeds especially in giving out alms to those who are in need.

2. To be more grateful and modest especially to my other counterpart side. In specific to be more "lapang dada" at the same time standing up to my rights and beliefs :)

3. With the upcoming business running at full speed in 2012, I am targeting a 40k income/month by June 2012. The main goal for this target is actually to have the job run stable for me automatically after I take my long maternity leave :P

4. Buy land in Klang preferably nearby the new house. Purpose? (quite a long way to go, but am planning to build my own Green House in the future)

5. To become wiser in time management especially between "kewajipan" and "rekreasi"

Ya Allah, you have been kind to me and my family in 2011. Redhakanlah dan Berkatilah kehidupan kami pada tahun hadapan dan masa akan datang di dunia dan di akhirat... Insyaallah. Amin.

May all of you readers out there have a blessed new year~ Amin.

Teka siapa dibelakang majalah itu?

I think my Yuni is a reader *loves*

Mama loves you! I'm coming home~~

Grandma passed away

My Grandma, zainon Binti Abdullah, passed away at 10:05pm 15th March 2011. One day after Mom's birthday. 3 days after Aimi's birthday. About 4 hours after Pak Ngah's open heart surgery ended.

According to the last person who had seen Grandma's last breath, My Aunt, MakcikAbg... She let go of her breath peacefully with no struggle. Alhamdulillah! and Insyaallah she has said her syahadah, cause my aunts have been teaching her to say it for the past week. Well, way to the end, she had no longer voice for us to hear. But, she clearly knew whoever comes near her with introdution of name, because her heartbeat went up everytime(from the monitor)

2nd week in hospital, there were already signs of "akhir hayat". Mom kept reminding us how Granny's going to leave us already for the past 1 week. I guess it was a reminder for us to "cekalkan hati" to face her death.

Yesterday, early after Subuh was the start of a hectic day. Sent mom to hospital to release her body. Sent my aunts to the mosque in SS19, Subang Jaya -> because her IC was still our old home in SS18, so the khairat kematian was the nearest mosque there.

It did not take such a long time for my mom and aunts to mandi(clean the body) her and kafan(cover body with white cloth). We went and said our goodbyes. She looked peaceful, same as Arwah Opah(Hubby's grandma). At about 10am, we took off to Tanah Perkuburan USJ22. There she was buried at lot 149(it was not labelled back then, but it was 2 spaces after Lot147. So, I made assumptions.

We read her the doa(du'a) and burried her. Her grandchildrens(the boys) help to carry her in the ground. It was a very teary event. Some cried, some did not. I did not want to cry because I know that it's not good for Granny. Instead, I held my tears with continuous Al-Fatihah and doa because those are the amalan(good deeds) that will help granny in her kubur "grave".

Yuni followed us all through the process. Early in the morning that day, she went into Moyang's room faced her katil (bed) and yelled "Oyaaannnggg" a few times... It's like she knows that her Oyang's going away that day.

It is quite a sad moment remembering all these incident. Even sader thinking that this is the person who took care of me eversince I was born, cooked, bathed washed clothes until she couldn't do that anymore. This is the person who I called "Mama", slept at night with her -> until mom was horrified and they all started calling Grandma "Nenek" -> Basically to teach the small me that she is my grandma, not my mother.

Alhamdulillah, I had no fever after burial. Only, katakori(shoulder pains)...

Doa untuk orang yang telah meninggal dunia:

Ya Tuhanku! Ya Engkau Yang Maha Peng-ampun, Yang Maha Pemberi, Penghalau segala kesu¬karan! Sesungguhnya aku memo¬hon ke-pada-Mu agar mengampuni dosa-dosa mereka yang telah me¬ninggalkan jasad fana dan telah naik ke alam rohani.

    Ya Tuhanku! Sucikanlah mereka dari segala kesalahan, hapuskanlah kesedihan mereka, dan ubahlah kegelapan mereka menjadi cahaya. Perkenankanlah mereka untuk memasuki taman kebaha¬giaan, bersihkanlah mereka dengan air yang paling murni dan izinkan¬lah mereka untuk memandang ke¬muliaan-Mu di atas bukit yang paling tinggi.                     

- ‘Abdu’l-Bahá

Peace.

Happy New Year 2011 :)

新年明けましておめでとうございます！

Happy New Year! (cop! dah greet ke before this?)

Sekarang sedang berada di ofis. Ya, memang tak ada call/email langsung sepanjang hari sebab Japan Users still on Holiday. esok baru mereka start kerja and at that time, we will be busy! Biasalah, baru balik daripada cuti, PC xboleh start ke.. Tak boleh login ke... Terlupa cara nak create Oppty ke... macam-macam... However, frankly speaking, I missed the Japan Users because memang mati kutu la kat sini kalau xde kerja...

But!! I have been spending my time on good and beneficial activities lately. Read the Quran and the translation during my free time. Eh, bukan riak yer.. I just hope that I will be able to continue this good activity.

Yesterday went to the In-Laws for a visit. Ok, memang I admit memang agak malas sikit nak visit relatives kat Klang, tp I don't mind. Cuma, bila muhasabah diri semalam, I found out that Abg must have had a HARD time to get me to Klang. I mean, kena bagi alasan "short trip" dan buat plan yang mengejut tiba2 masa Me and Yuni dah ada dalam kereta (supaya kitorang xleh lari dah.. hahaha)

Abg, Mintak maaf banyak-banyak... You must have had a hard time with me before this. That is why I am making a schedule. I will try to go back to Klang and visit my in-laws twice a month, amacam? OK tak?


Sebenarnya tersangatlah mengantuk hari ini. Asyik tak dapat tidur melayan Yuni yang mcm merengek/mengigau kerana asyik MAIN dengan cousins sampai terlupa nak makan/minum. Menangis dengan cara terkejut tak berhenti2...

Sebenarnya keadaan ni pernah berlaku semasa di kampung Beruas. Dan kami memang tahu yang Angin penyebabnya. So apa lagi, layanan MANJA 1st CLASS to Yuni sambil massage dengan Minyak Yuyee... hehehe

Eventhough Yuni baru 20 months (Happy 20 months Yuni!), we, me and Abg often mistaken her for a BIG baby. Hah! Tengok size lah! We actually thinks that she could do everything by herself and forgot that sometimes Yuni memang saja nak MANJA for no specific reason. Heh. A few updates on Yuni @20 months young:

1. Suka buat Head Banging di mana2... Tak kisahlah aim atas dada Mama or atas muka Ayah.
2. Tidak suka duduk di atas baby chair. Lebih gemar duduk atas kerusi orang dewasa.
3. Yuni tahan PEDAS! or maybe sebenarnya dia nak merasa makanan orang dewasa, so MENAHAN PEDAS.
4. Lebih gemar melukis bersama2 nenek di atas meja. Oh dear, dah kena layan betul2 nih... hehe
5. Pandai berkata "CANTIK" pada semua baju/seluar/topi sendiri dan Mama punye :P
6. Tak mahu NENEN sudah! (caitt..)
7. Pandai panjat motor yang sudah ditongkat dua.
8. Suka naik motor!
9. Dapat membezakan Anjing dengan Kucing masa tengok tv and baca buku "Marley and the Kittens"
10. Masih tak gemar Ayah dan Mama berpeluk.. Hah! Jelous la tuh~~
11. Pandai cium untuk pujuk Mama bila Mama pura2 nangis...
12. Turun naik tangga tak pegang dinding! Bahaya!
13. Suka buat bunyi excitement "Waaaahhhhhh" bila nampak Mama pegang barang yang diminati Yuni :)
14. Oh, boleh pakai kasut sendiri!!! (kasut Crocs tiruan)
15. Sudah muat kasut dihadiahkan cousin!

Oh, banyaknye update! Memang masa taip nih asyik sengih sorang2 depan PC... hahah...

Oklah, till next update, buhbye!!

Update geram to certain Docs in Malaysia

Hi Everyone,

My latest update for the past 2 weeks maybe?

30th Oct 2010 (Sat)
Had to do OT due to my L-O-U-D mouth main2 ckp dgn Manager that I am able to do OT dengan syarat Yuni boleh dibawa ke Ofis. Tuh diaaa... I was stuck at office doing nothing but playing with Yuni while surfing the internet. A 6.5 hours of BOREDOM. *sigh* But because of double pay on Saturday, I got a total of 13hours pay that day. Alhamdulillah.

Started the OT at 7 am and it ended at 1.30 pm. Yes, Yuni was at her limits. Mom and Dad picked us up at Cyberjaya and it didn't take us any longer that reaching the PLUS tol on the way back when Yuni dozed of to Happly-land.

Since hubby is in Beruas sending my MIL back to hometown, mummy and Yuni spent the whole 2 days together. Unfortunately, that night about 2:30 am (Sun) ... I F-E-L-L down hitting the back of my head on the batu marmar floor when I was about to get on the first step of the 3-step stairs.

No, it was not me being groggy. It was my leg F-A-I-L-ing on me. I had this problem eversince Yuni was 1 year young :B And I admit that I was 1/2 responsible for delaying the leg check up process. Malas. Mendoukusai. So, Allah gave me a warning by making my leg fail and me falling down like how Cartoons fall slipping on the banana skin. No offence for some of you guys reading this, but I am SERIOUSLY not making this up. Am not exaggerating at all. I am just EXPLAINING.

31st Oct 2010 (Sun)
Me having this scary thought of concussion, googled "concussion" to find out the symptoms. And, wahla.. I don't have concussion. So I kept on doing my normal routine of the day until I felt my head berdenyut2 at the end of the day.

1st Nov 2010 (Mon)
Took MC that day and went to Medivron Clinic. Explained everything to the Doc and she said "Jangan pandai2 nak jadi Doctor sendiri" She wrote me a letter and asked me to go to UH. I even asked the Doc, "Can I go for URUT first, before going to UH?" No way! You're going to UH first.

I am supposed to check my spine since it was the root cause of the fall. The Doc said nothing special regarding my head injury. Oh, that means, I am good at being a Doctor then... hahaha But, she did inform me that if this problem is related to your spine, then you may face difficulty in your second pregnancy. -> Ok, takut.

Went to UH. At the Kaunter Saringan, the Nurse sent me to Kecemasan And Trauma. OMG! Memang tunggu lama. But, after I read the below information. Legalah sikit. Means, my case is somewhere between G2 and G3.


After a while, Doc called me and checked my spine. It was a foreign doctor. Spoke bits to bits of English and keep on telling me that there is nothing wrong with me. He was also frustrated.. I guess with the Nurse at Kaunter Saringan for sending me here (Kecemasan & Trauma). Hey, I was shocked myself. Kecemasan and Trauma is the last place I wanted to go that day cause I don't feel as though my case is related to Kecemasan & Trauma. Ok, aku dah maafkan nurse yang dekat Kaunter Saringan tuh.

But, because of that, this foregin Doc yang mungkin belum lunch lagi... Gave me a bad service and a bad impression of all PPUM docs. And above all that, he prescribed me with PONSTAN and Hot cream WTH! Sangat mengambil sambil lewa!

Mom who was there next to me all the time said to me to IGNORE the prescription and we went back home. Mom adviced me though to get a second opinion at SJMC. So called SJMC to set up a quick reservation with Otopedik who has Afternoon clinics.

So, there I was with Doctor Muthu. Explaining the problem from A-Z. I also informed Doc about how my problem may be related to pre-pregnancy problem which was my SIL's nurse side of the opinion. Oh, Doctor Muthu lagi siyott... Taulah nak dekat Deepavali... He could just say that I was fine and even make a joke out of my SIL;

"Your SIL grad kolej nursing mana yer? I nak hire dia kerja dekat sinilah" -> as I am quite serious at that time, I answered all his Questions honestly. Plus he asked me to go for X-ray which in the end found me nothing. Being an open person, I CANNOT and REFUSE to accept his reason for my problem to be;

"It's all in your mind. Jangan dengar sangat apa orang lain cakap" Oh, WTF! It's all in my mind? Go to hell! Ingat aku saja2 je ke buat alasan nak jumpa Doc. I only felt the rage in myself when I saw the Consultancy Bill for RM135!! I took my effort to see you, waste my time and bare all your stupid consultancy and still have to pay the fu*king RM135. Melampau siyott..

Aku pon bodoh jugak lah.. Balik rumah, I vodoo-ed myself saying that I have no such leg-failure problem. Not long after that? STILL ADA PROBLEM.

Geram. Geram. Geram. Geram.

Memang dah sampai my patience LIMIT this time. Aku sebenarnya tak paham the rational of these kind of treatment to patients. If Docs have too much WORK, BURDEN... then, it's the Hospital side that needs to do something about it. In my case, it seems like those 2 Docs are such a PITA. So what if you guys tak makan, tak cukup tidor, EGO etc., it definitely not the reason to throw the tantrum at patients. It is not also the reason to treat patients as FOOLS.

Memang lepasan geram yang damn I don't even like to re-read this entry. But, since some are asking about the hujung pangkal of the story, so I terangkan panjang lebar.

Give me a million REASON for the treatment I had, I will not tolerate such nonsence especially in Customer Service.

Ijou.

Latest updates

Alamak.. Berhabuk lagi.. Baru je berazam nak rajin update, tp harammmm... hahaha

hahah... Ok Nak cerita pasal weekend hari tuh lah.
Last weekend + Isnin adalah hari cuti panjang. Monday was Japan's "Hari Bersenam/ Bersukan" so, my public holidays :P

Saturday (9th Oct 2010)
My mom buat rumah terbuka. Alaaa... Family2 dekat je, anyway it was the last day of Syawal... So, terpaksa buat mengejut dan cepat... heheh

Moyang Yuni+My, Cousin, Mak Ngah Yuni +Yuni

Moyang Yuni+My, Cousin, Mak Ngah Yuni +Yuni 

Moyang Yuni+My, Cousin, Mak Ngah Yuni +Yuni 

Mama and Yuni

Yuni and Mama

Atok Yuni :P

10th October 2010
The next morning semua prang tergolek dog sebab kepenatan Open House... Except for Yuni of course yang tak pernah fail bangun pagi awal mengejutkan Ayah dan Mama. That morning we went (again!) to Old Town for breakfast... hehe

Yuni ditangkap gambar oleh Ayah

Yuni ditangkap gambar oleh Ayah (2)

Muka mengantuk sbb bangun awal

That day, Ayah terpaksa pergi kerja sebab dia kerja sendiri... hahaha Mama dan Yuni pon berguling2 ala-Hotaru no Hikari (hehe) Sampai ke petang. That evening, Mama bosan, so kitorang pi visit Mama's Nenek which is also Yuni's moyang. But, before that, we singgah McD. :P

Lining up at Drive through McD

 Yuni waiting patiently in her car seat

Menconteng tumah Moyang

Menconteng rumah Moyang (2)

Malam pula... Mak Ngan Yuni nak pergi makan sushi. So, Mama and Yuni temankan Mak Ngah pi Hyotan @SS15, Subang Jaya. Ya, sekangkang kera aja dr rumah for a feast. And Mak Ngah belanjaaaaa~~~

Mengamuk makanan xsampai lg

Di-bribe dengan susu

Sebok tgk chef bekerja :)

Yuni Fan Club

Seperti yang tertera pada tajuk di atas, my office desk next door neighbour @Didie-chan telah menubuhkan Yuni Fan Club (yang tidak berdaftar lg). Tak sehebat Mawi Fan Club of course... hhehe

Penaung nya ialah of course, Mama Yuni <- That's me!
Pengerusi, of course, @Didie-chan
Ahli kelab: 4 orang (maknanya other than Didie-chan and me, there's another 2 ahli... hehe
Perjumpaan sebulan sekali.

Hahaha... Memang kelakar bunyinyer, tp, Mama Yuni sangat terharu, ok. :P Buat masa ni dah ade 2 perjumpaan hahaha... Perbincangan juga termasuk sponsoring Yuni scholarship belajar kat France... hahahaha *majide omoshiroi*

Yuni kalau boleh bercakap,pasti;

"Nanjya kono obahan tachi wa" (translate: Ape lah makcik2 nih)

Satu2nya gambar yang menjadi pada perjumpaan lepas:

Yuni-and presiden Yuni FC @Didie-chan

Sempena malam Ramadhan pertama, Yuni bersemangat untuk sembahyang terawikh bersama Ayah heheh..
Sorry Yuni... Maybe on weekends, Mama will bring you to the mosque, ok :)

Salam Rmadhan semua!

Wedding Tuty @Mersing

Tuty's wedding Update:

Sorry Tuty-chan,

Lambat update, but Go-Kekkon Omedetou Gozaimasu! Suenagaku Oshiawaseni!

Sorry I had to rush for the 2:30pm boat that day. but, the wedding was Superb! Regardless the Hot Wheather, The Busy Host Family, The Rituals and The Camwhorming us... heheh

I had a great time, PLUS! The food was GREAT!
(I was informed that the food was self-home made with no catering involved)

Enjoy the Pics!!

Tuty&Nazree's Nikah

Selesai Akad. hehe

The Young and Available

Yuni and the Hantarans... :P

Gambar ini lah yang paling elok dalam kamera aku... eheh

Yuni dan Aunty Tipah :B

Yuni waiting for ferry after the wedding

Well, that's for now. Hpe to update on the Tioman Trip soon!

Funnier tp kesian

Nak tahu tak macam mana rasanya merasa Tom Yam di Thai Thai?

Begini lah...

Cian dier...

Yuni & Bentouss

As mentioned in the previous entry, below are Yuni's pictures and some of my Bento pics. Yes, ima hamatteimasu :)

 Tengok la muke bucuk dia baru bangun tido

Silau la mama... Flash tuh tutuplaaaa

Akhirnya...

Yuni updates:

Sudah berjalan
Sudah berlari
Sudah main cak-cak
Sudah tamau tidur dalam buai bila dengan mama
Sudah pandai kejar-kejar
Sudah pandai baca doa (action sahaja)
Sudah pandai baca buku di atas keinginan sendiri (ambil buku dari rak, duduk dan membaca)
Sudah pandai buka pintu toilet (Bahaya!)
Sudah pandai mencium sesiapa sahaja (respon pada "Sayang sikit")
Sudah pandai buat action nak pakai kasut
Sudah pandai meniru segala perbuatan mama, ayah nenek dan atok
Sudah pandai cakap Nananananana (means; No-no)<- tiru kami juga tuh
Suka masuk dapur pagi2 tengok mama buat bentou

Alamak... Blur la plak...

Baru lah tak blur

Bentou Ikan Saba yang dibeli di Jusco :)

I think I want to buy her gelongsor plastik yang boleh main dalam rumah tuh... Get her occupied :p
Rasa-rasanya menjadi tak umpan tuh nanti? hahaha...

Hari ini Yuni berada di In-Laws dengan Ayah dan PakUda.
"Make sure you guys come home before mama does" - Warning mama pada ayah.

I wonder why am I so protective? Adakah mothers memang akan rasa begitu?
Mungkin salah satu symptom post-pregnancy. I felt annoyed dengan In-Laws. believe me, before pregnancy memang takde langsung perasaan itu. I felt the change. But I don't know how to change back to the previous me. Should I jumpe psychology doctor and get some counseling?

Rasa tak best. Seriously. I really need help t overcome this "Over-Protective" and "Anti-Inlaws" thingy. And I should start by talking about it to someone instead of only writing it in this blog. Yup, wish me luck!

p/s: Rest assure that my MIL is a SUPERB Lady. It's the Aunt-IL which is bothering.

Announcement

My dear Aunties,

If all of you are reading this.... Yes, I changed job. I decided to choose money rather than security. At the moment I really need to support my husband. Therefore, please bear with me.

If I am destined to work as a G-men, one day of course... InsyaAllah.

But now, sadly I choose IBM.

Thank you.

Kudaranai Updates & Kou-chan!

Pagi tadi aku keluar awal jer nak gih kerja. But then, still sampai giri-giri. Kenapa?

Pagi tadi kat LDP nk ke Puchong, ada satu kereta nih macam kena hijack! Tingkap, cermin depan ngan cermin belakang semua pecah. Tak ada orang kat dalam. Macam abandoned pon ade. Remuk jugaklah bahagian depan... macam accident, tapi dah xde orang... Ade polis aje. Nak amek gambar, tp karang polis tuh marah susah plak aku. Haisshh...

Sebenarnye, next week Wedding Tuty kat Mersing. Kan dulu aku ade cerita pasal Tuty's Wedding+Tioman Trip, kan?

Dah nak jadi kenyataan dah... Rasa seronok plak. Harap2 Yuni nye joutai banzen pada hari2 itu... Amin!
Pengalaman aku masa gih Langkawi yang boleh diaaplikasikan di Tioman:

1. Daily essentials; Wajib bawak! Jangan Tinggal! Maha kalau beli kat pulau
2. Sun Block; Wajib! Aku pernah beli sunblock RM35 untuk botol kecik jer kat Langkawi.. Majide MAHAL!
3. Map; Aku pernah gak beli... RM15 per map! Aho ka!!
4. Makanan kat pulau xperlu high expectation. Agak kurang sedap... (Lousy! kata review dalam internet) Kalau rajin, bawak Sardin, roti, biskut... *at least cover breakfast*
5. Enjoy! and Plan! kalau nak lepak2 pon kena plan gakss... :p

Kalau xsalah aku, Tioman xde benda sgt nak shopping compared to Langkawi. More to vacation :) Even though Free Duty location...

Ok lah... mahu sambung kerja. Teyuka... Jumaat mmg agak lembap sket clients datang, so... Yukkuri de shigoto shitai!

hehehe... Please enjoy the below pics... Dia pon pernah kerja Help Desk/Call Center tau!.. heheh

*Kyaaaaaa* Mi-ha Mode ON!

Kereta & Family

Everytime aku balik rumah sure xde mood nak upload gambar-gambar Yuni. Penat and saikin, aku balik masak dinner, before kerja masak bentou. Yup, practicing to be a super-working-mom-housewife.

So, aku browse lah gambar-gambar kereta favourite/cita-cita aku (yang selalu ditenggelamkan dengan realiti TAX yg dikenakan atas kereta import) hehehe... Memang aku ada cita-cita nak beli MPV. Tapi, setelah aku dapatkan loan rumah dahulu. Dah dapat rumah, kena tunggu B.I.L beli MPV dulu, kalau tak, sure dia nak menempelkan anak2 dia kat kereta aku... heheh (Jaahat, tapi ape aku pedulik.. yang berhimpit nnt aku, bukan ko)

Aaaahh... heaven nyer kalau dapat nih sebijik.. hehhe

Growing up in a 4 siblings family doesn't make me hate children. But, I stand on the believe that the more you have children (like 6 kids and above), the more you have to work up to it. For example, buy a Van/Bus/MPV or yang seumpama dengannya. Stupid. Dah pandai mengote buat anak, pepandailah save and provide comfort for your family. Or adakah xpernah terfikir pon untuk provide sedikit kesenangan sebelum ko mengote?? Sampai bile nak berharap transportation orang lain untuk travel. Kids grow up, okay. Sampai satu tahap, they don't fit in a Wira anymore. "Alah, lambat lagi... nanti2 lah" Abes tuh, nak tunggu bontot xmuat sampai 2 orang kena letak kat bonet? hahaha.. omoshiroi kedo, zenzen waraenai...

Bawak beca jerlah ko balik kampung...

Ape salahnyer berkorban untuk keselesaan anak-anak? Esok luse masa dah tua nanti ko jugak yang senang.. isk isk... Pendidikan melalui teladan damon...

Apesal lah aku dok risau sangat bagi pihak orang lain? (Sebab nnt menyusahkan aku jugak) Hahaha... Sejak akhir-akhir ni, mood aku agak kejam. Memang aku dah malas nak kesian2 kat orang... Malas dah nak baik-baik, menyusahkan diri sendiri, berkorban untuk orang lain padahal orang itu tak nak berusaha dulu sendiri. Dasar berharap. Caitt..

Ijou. Gomenne, kalau bahasa aku sejak akhir-akhir ni agak kasar dan mungkin menyakitkan hati sesetengah pihak. Seronok sebab dapat meluahkan dengan lebih effective dengan bahasa sebegini... heheh..

Life Updates

Lama tak update, kan? Bata-bata shite gomen ne! (Maaf ye, saya agak busy)

Little updates on my life;

1. Successfully changed my job! I am a very happy woman/wife/mother. I am still though keeping it a HIMITSU from some parties. I felt as though I am returning to the active & high-spirited me last 4 years when I started my first job @ Cinosanap *yeay*

2. I drive to work! Just like me:4 years ago! It's a 30min journey to my workplace, but my working hours beats all the traffic jams at LDP. *yeay* And I get to have time to make Bentou for me and hubby every working day!

3. Hubby decides to WORK! Somewhere near my workplace. I guess he could handle the Mushroom Farm efficiently on weekends and weekdays. I am so happy for him! I think he's kinda bored with the Mushroom Farm because it doesn't need much work on normal days (Anmari tema ga kakarimasen kara). He's only busy when the cycle time comes, that is after 2 months consecutively. I am currently editing his resume. I asked him, why did he suddenly wants to work. "I want to help you pay for our house" Awwww... (tte temei no sekinin darou! hehehe)

4. I have Didie-chan with me at work! *yeay* I know understand very clearly that to stay long at a company, you first need to have GOOD environment and second you LOVE your work. I felt this differently compared to previous co. Yes, I feel better to go to work. *yeay*

I am very excited that my AL is approved by Ynod. Now, I could peacefully concerntrate on my work. Plus, there's going to be a Call test coming up this Thursday. (Kinchou surukk) Oh, hari ini har Selasa, 25 hb... My last Payday for previous co. Taihen oTsukaresama deshita! $$$

Updates on Yuni? nanti lah saya update dengan lebih berkesan menggunakan Gambar. Ok, nak cerita apa lagi ye?

Oh, I met Masterque here! Most of you might not know, but STFians should know this petite cute girl who was my classmate during Form 4 and Form 5F in JB. Yes, I know, she doesn't remember me... Terukla ko nih... heheh *joking* Chatted a few lines with her yesterday, but didn't have time to meet her in person since, my schedule is tight for Trainings and stuff.

Lots of new and old friends. New experiences. Can't wait to start on the real job. Thank you so much to all of you for supporting me on my life decisions. Yes, your opinions does matter! Thank you! Wish me luck!

Isi hati ini

Maaf ye kepada sesiapa yang tidak dapat membaca entry sebelum ini, sebab saya sedikit emos dengan kehidupan dan tragedi2 harian maka saya lebih selesa menyuarakan kebingungan itu dalam Bahasa Jepun.

Tiada satu manuasia pon dalam dunia nih yang PERFECT. Setiap manusia buat kesilapan dari semasa ke semasa. Even Dato' Siti pon xdapat nak puaskan hati semua orang dengan mengahwini Dato' K

Samelah dengan aku. Bukannye nak cakap aku kawin ngan Dato' K, tapi, aku tak dapat nak puaskan hati semua orang termasuklah, keluarga dan juga rakan-rakan. Aku bakal menghampakan hati seorang pakcik dalam masa terdekat dan mungkin Boss juga. Tapi, keputusan ini aku lakukan demi keluarga. Back to back memang Family First, kan?

At least aku memang nak improve. Dan Improvement itu bukan datang dengan cara berharap pada orang lain... Tetapi, pada usaha sendiri juga. Kita tak patut berharap pada makhluk Allah. Berharap lah pada Allah & USAHA. Aku dah lama berhenti berharap pada orang lain. Memang sekarang aku hanya berharap pada diri sendiri dan usaha diri sendiri. Kalau berharap pada orang lain, nanti termakan budi, termakan hati, terusik perasaan dan macam-macam lagi. Tak sedap hati kalau berharap pada orang lain. Mungkin stress pada orang itu juga, kita tak tahu. Kesimpulannya, Entah lah.

Cepatlah perkhabaran baik itu tiba.

Sekian.

Yuni's 1st Birthday!

Happy 1st birthday Yuni!

Yuni spent her birthday in Perak last Saturday. Guess why mommy lambat update? Because right after returning home from I.Ls, mommy caught flu+fever+throat pain. Memang dah cuak2.. takut H1N1.

Well, updates on Yuni's milestone;

1. Yuni dah pandai geleng kepala indicating No-No I don't want that. Of course, sometimes tuh just trying out geleng kepala banyak2 kali cepat2.

2. Yuni sudah pandai Head Banging when anyone who carries her keep still. Yuni suka bergerak tengok sana sini... Cian aunty Tuty hari tuh...

3. Mama ngan ayah belikan kasut untuk Yuni for her birthday :) Yesterday, Yuni nak pakai kasut itu sendiri and even marah Grandma sebab pegang kasut dia.. hehe

4. Yuni sudah boleh berjalan!! She was actively walking here and there 1 week before her birthday :p She even walked through Subang Parade :) *No strollers attached*

5. Yuni still kisses herself in the mirror.. haha

6. She recognizes the playground FAST! And dah xkesah mama ikut dia ke tidak, she walks & play all by herself :)

7. She stood still masa ambil gambar :)

8. She loves to make friends.. Almost every kid in KLIA dia tegur.. huhu

9. Suka lawan mata mengantuk!

10. Sudah pandai main cak-cak dengan atuk and also main kejar2 dengan Ayah.

11. Sudah less nenen2.. :( Mungkin sbb dah start formula milk.

Sebab ada yuni lah mama boleh ganbaru! Susah mana pon mama kerja tiap2 hari... mama nak tukar kerja pon semua sbb nak Yuni hidup senang :) Semoga Allah murahkan rezeki dan panjangkan umur kami semua. Amin.

Borak2 kosong

Kenapa kadang2 kita ada mood nak buat kerja... kadang2 tiada?

Semalam mungkin sebab dah 1/2 hari habis untuk co. visit... Memanglah best di-belanja makan Western... Tapi, entahla... rasa sedikit wasted plak masa itu.. heheh

Last week, kami budak2 baeu telah dipaksa join koir M*DA :P *Paksa rela* So, hari ni kena balik lambat la nih :( Bukannya xsuka. Saya akui ia satu merit. Tapi, ia juga satu pengorbanan waktu untuk saya yang dah berkeluarga sendiri dan ada anak yang masih kecil. Kalau korang tak faham perasaannya... tunggu jelah bila dah ada anak. Bos saya, Mr. S adalah seorang single yang baru mencecah 55 tahun bulan lepas. Dia sering menasihatkan anak buahnya yang bujang to "Not get Married" - Katanya marriage hanya menambahkan masalah. Betul ke Boss? Boss pon belum cuba kahwin, how can you make such a statement? Observing sahaja tidak mencukupi. Mesti rasa sendiri dahulu sebelum buat statement tau.. hehe

Pendapat saya? Well Marriage does not create problem only. Memang ada problem kerana nak adjust antara dua budaya/ individual yang berbeza. Tetapi marriage juga mengeratkan kasih sayang, menambahkan zuriat yang suci etc. I believe, in my personal opinion,

"Mereka yang tidak jujur dalam perkahwinan yang akan menyebabkan masalah yang banyak"

I would like to see the problem as a hurdle of challenges. Kadang2 terpaksa EL untuk anak2. Saya tak rasa itu satu problem. I look at it as a challenge. The next day pula, challenge untuk siapkan kerja yang terbengkalai... hehe

Ganbar selingan: Bestkan jadi kucing ini?

Alhambdulillah, buat masa ni xpernah menyesal berkahwin.. :)

Mari muhasabah diri

Ok, Yuni dah tidur. Calar balar kaki mama dibuatnye terkejar sana.. terkejar sini...isk isk..

Yup, saya masih lagi ber-cuti :) *Syiokknye*

Tengah monitor trading graph nih...Sakit jantung kadang2 dibuatnye... Tapi, saya belajar dari pengalaman...

1. Jangan Gopoh... Relax
2. Sabar separuh daripada iman
3. Analisis dengan berhati2 dan teliti
4. Di mana ada kemahuan, di situ ada jalan
5. Belajar dari kesilapan lepas
6. Jangan putus asa
7. Kuatkan semangat
8. Berharap pada Allah sahaja

Dan yang paling penting, Money Management! Ingat lagi masa zaman joli sakan dengan Abg... isk isk isk.. Makan sushi 3x sehari... *pheewit!*
Sekarang rasa macam banyak giler nak kena invest especially untuk Yuni.

Beringat lah kita sama-sama,ya?

Maal Hijrah (Tebus dosa)

Kalau sebelum ini aku maybe akan rasa marah... geram... dan tak puas hati dengan kejadian sehari sebelum Ma'al Hijrah... Sekarang tidak lagi! heh... (bangga siot... Astaghfirullah!)

Sehari sebelum Ma'al Hijrah... Actually hari Rabu malamnye aku entah kenapa sangat emotional dengan Yuni sebab dia tak nak tidur walaupon aku dah nyanyikan semua lagu dalam album 1st Siti Nurhaliza (acah aje)... Bermacam2 dodoi zikir dah aku dendangkan... Ambil aku 1 jam nak tidurkan dia.. Penat wooo...

Walaupun pada akhirnya dia tidur jua... Kesabaran ku tak behtu teguh pada malam tuh bila aku naik atas and nampak Abg tengah lepak tgk ESPN (read: BOLA).... Tiba2 je my blood went upstairs too with me...

Mengamuk giller aku ngan Abg malam tuh...

(Tahap baling2 bantal tau)

Aku dah analisa diri aku senang marah/mengamuk/moody bila...

1. LAPAR

2. PENAT dan pada masa yang sama LAPAR

3. KESEORANGAN di rumah dan pada masa yang sama LAPAR

4. Bila bangun pagi pukul 9 dan LAPAR

hehe... Senang nak faham, kan? So, aku memang lapar malam tuh tapi dah pukul 9:30pm... Boleh je klau nak keluar jap pi Old White Town Coffee (Thankx to that reunion Night, aku dah giller kat restoran nih...) Tapi, entahla... Malas?

So, aku makan megi jer... Megi Sup Tulang...

(Rupa2nya mak bapak aku pon makan megi tuh pada malam yag sama before aku)

Thanks to that Megi, next morning aku dapat angin... dahla malam semalam dah Hangin... (Dajare kayo!!) Aku ingat tak serius... tapi, kat ofis aku muntah... semua breakfast... Badan tak larat... Aku balik rumah for lunch, aku tak larat... tepon boss kata Sori... Cannot make it back.. I MC hari nih... huhuh

And then muntah lagi... isk... isk...

Pergi klinik after that... Pastuh on the way balik singgah kedai runcit Cina beli 100 Plus... Aku tak tahan giller, so aku bercangkung depan cashier... Uncle tu kata;

"Aiya... Apa pasal ini macam?"

"Tak ada tenagalah... Dari pagi tadi Muntah2..."

"ANAK kaa????"

Caitt... Sama lawak dengan Abg aku pagi tadi bile aku kata aku muntah2...

Tapi bile muntah2 aku semakin serius menjelang petang... Maji aku ingat aku pregnant, ok? Tapi, pregnant ape muntah2 sambil cirit birit??

So, malam tuh Abg balik lap badan aku dengan tuala sejuk... Suap aku makan nasi (right after muntah) sambil tengok Malaysia lawan Vietnam Final Sukan SEA... Belikan Air kelapa...

(Sungguh terharu! Even though semalam aku dah Hangin sampai wrestling dengan dia)

1st thing aku buat...

"Abg... Mintak Maaf ye semalam sebab Hangin kat Abg... Syg rasa Tuhan nak balas cash la kat syg ari nih... Lum sum sempena tahun baru"

"Tahu takpe..."

Aiyah... terkena lagi... tapi, aku bersyukkur kerana suamiku seorang yang penyabar dengan aku... Cammana aku wrestling dengan dia (korang agak2 sendiri lah) teruk sekali pun... dia tak ambik hati...

Tapi, aku dah dapt azam baru;

Jadi Isteri/Ibu yang tak Temper

Korang doa2 kanlah aku berjaya, ya?

P/S: Sampai sekarang aku takleh makan banyak... Rasa macam nk muntah... serious...

Pokok Cherry dekat gerai nasi ayam Cik Wah

Semalam lepas kenduri kawin dekat rumah adik Pak Long kat Sijangkang, singgah gerai nasi ayam Cik Wah dekat simpang tu aje... tak jauh... *Cik Wah nye nasi ayam sedap tau...*

Anyway, I tak turun sebab menyusukan Yuni dalam kereta.. Dia dah mengamuk dekat kenduri tadi... Lepas dia jerit baru lah nenek ngan atuk dia nak bergegas balik.. *cucu punya pasal* Abg turun singgah mimnum sat... Tak lama lepas tu dia masuk balik kereta bawak biji2 merah... Dengan bangganya dia tanya,

"Teka ni buah apa?"

Alamak... Dah start dah dia punya teka-teki...

"Cuba rasa..."

Dia tambah lagi... Apa reaksi aku nak buat pulak lepas nih??

"Sedap... manis..."

"Ha... ini lah buah ceri.. Berlambak abg tengok... Tunggu jap... Abg amek lagi"

Buah tu masih lagi ada kat dalam bilik... tak makan pun... Caitt...

Ok, aku admit aku tak tahu pun ceri ada tanam kat Malaysia... Aku ingat boleh tanam kat oversea aje... hehehe... Aku tahu yang boleh tanam kat Malaysia, tu Cendawan kat Kelang... hahhaha Sempat promosi lagi tuh... Aku layan je Abg... sebenarnya dia tengah sedih... sbb h/p dia hilang... taku buat backup pulak tuh... Habis gambar Yuni masa tengah lahir... gambar honeymoon... video jeritan 1st Yuni kat dunia ni... isk isk..

Tak mahu ingat2 dah... Dah lepas nak wat camne... memang kena kudis buta lah sape curi h/p tu.. sumpah 7 keturunan... *gerammmm* So, lepas nih kalau anda2 di luar sana jenis yang tak reti buat backup kat dalam comp ke ape... gunalah khidmat storage service line anda... setakat RM3/sebulan bayar... tak mahal pon... Banding dengan memori2 yang tak akan berulang kembali... priceless...

Aku dari sebelum kawin memang lemah kalau tengok Abg sedih... Masa dating2 dulu dekat kolan seksyen 24 Shah Alam... Joran dia ikan tarik sampai masuk dalam kolam... Pergi tak kembali... Mood dia memang down giller... tpi cover depan aku... Cepat2 aku paksa pi kedai aku belikan yang baru *sanggup tuh... cintan punye pasal... hahaha*

Semalam pun hampir2 macam tu jugak... ikut hati aku swipe aje kad kredit ni... belikan dia h/p yang baru... Kasi mood naik sikit... tapi, dia kata tak payah... Sekarang nih tengah pakai banyak duit... Business cendawan baru nak aktif... Anak dah nak masuk 6 bulan... So, better guna aje h/p yang lama... Bile dah senang nanti di nak balun abes beli PDA paling mahal masa tu... hehehe...

Takpelah... Dia punya semangat tak luntur lah tu... Alhamdulillah... Aku cakap lah...

"Allah kasi hilang h/p tuh mesti ada makna..."

Dia tanya apa maknanya...

"Jangan selalu balik jauh2 malam... Ingat2 sikit anak bini duduk kat rumah sorang2... Jangan nak ikut sangat hati bujang tu... bla...bla... bla..."

Dan seterusnya aku membebel... (bebel ada point bagi aku takpe...) heheh

Maka terpaksa lah dia dengar bebelan aku hari tu... Sekian.

P/S: Yong, aku rasa dia memang patut ditegur oleh bapak mertua dia baru kurang sikit kot balik malam2 selalu nih... ko rasa patut aku kaltim ngan bapak aku tak???