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Showing posts with label life goal. Show all posts

31.12.11

Thank you Allah for a wonderful 2011 :)

As per title, firstly I should say my thankful prayers to Allah for a wonderful year. There had been ups and downs but mostly, being able to achieve one of my greatest dream.. Alhamdulillah!

2012 year's resolution;

1. To become a better and solehah khalifah, wife, mother and daughter. Increase good deeds especially in giving out alms to those who are in need.

2. To be more grateful and modest especially to my other counterpart side. In specific to be more "lapang dada" at the same time standing up to my rights and beliefs :)

3. With the upcoming business running at full speed in 2012, I am targeting a 40k income/month by June 2012. The main goal for this target is actually to have the job run stable for me automatically after I take my long maternity leave :P

4. Buy land in Klang preferably nearby the new house. Purpose? (quite a long way to go, but am planning to build my own Green House in the future)

5. To become wiser in time management especially between "kewajipan" and "rekreasi"

Ya Allah, you have been kind to me and my family in 2011. Redhakanlah dan Berkatilah kehidupan kami pada tahun hadapan dan masa akan datang di dunia dan di akhirat... Insyaallah. Amin.

May all of you readers out there have a blessed new year~ Amin.

19.1.11

Mizz Nina dan Noh Hujan... 頑張ってください!応援しています。

Hari ini saya tertarik dengan kisah(gossip?) yang dikeutarakan oleh beautifulnara.com .Ia berkisahkan tentang satu majalah yang menyiarkan gambar Noh Hujan dan Mizz Nina.




I heard about the topic from my Aunt last saturday when we were on our way to Seremban to visit Granny and MakcikAbg (we called her this because she used to dress and cut her hair like a boy when she was younger). Yes, my MakNgah is a very updated person. She knows almost all the good news regardless of politics, local, international, islamic and entertainment. I think she has time to read a lot now after PENCEN (oh, wait... need to minus the time she takes care of her grandchildren)

Anyway, I heard from MakNgah that Mizz Nina is the daughter of one of the 10 richest man in Malaysia(Wow!) I guess fans do know better than me... So I am totally not going to explain her profile/biography here. That is not the main point.

The main point is that media(to get issues controversial) seems to like to put up headlines like "Noh patut cermin diri sebelum pikat Mizz Nina" WTH? It is so obvious that they are pointing to the inside of his wallet. You think Noh tuh miskin merempat ke? Not that I am backing him up. I am trying to keep cool here. I don't even know his family/finance status. But I know that "Human does not have the right to condem others by comparing their wallets or bank accounts. Rezeki is based on usaha, doa and tawakkal. Long happy marriage is based on "ikhlas".

My Abg, he was not a Dato' child. He was a normal, well, probably slightly under the standard privilege line. I understood his feelings when we were friend. I also understood his feelings when he went for interview with my parents(gulp!). I understand how small he must have felt stepping his foot in our house. Just because he was comparing his bank account to mine and my parents. I think everyone of us will have that kind of feeling (at least a tiny bit) when we step on to their shoes. But, I am not saying that it's BAD to be humble... Just not good to be too humble till the point you lose your self-esteem.

I kept on saying and encouraging him that he has too much to offer to us despite MONEY and MONEY is not everything in LOVE and LIFE (of courselah we need money to live). With effort, determination- usaha, doa, tawakkal- Insyaallah, rezeki will be rolling your way. Means that, Noh... Just because they think that you cannot stand shoulders to shoulders (might I say bank accounts to bank accounts... haha!), it doesn't mean that you cannot strive for it. It does not mean that there is no other way to survive... It's all up to you!

The main reason for me to write this is basically because I could understand the basic situation.




And I hope that for those Gagak and Merpati lovers... Stand up to what you believe, Usaha Doa and Tawakkal for the best in life. Put aside negative comments, headlines, sarcastic assumptions etc. and proceed to strive for your dreams. Insyaallah, the effort will pay off.

Picture credits to: Kotak Hitam and Entertainment Malaysia

25.5.10

Life Updates



Lama tak update, kan? Bata-bata shite gomen ne! (Maaf ye, saya agak busy)

Little updates on my life;

1. Successfully changed my job! I am a very happy woman/wife/mother. I am still though keeping it a HIMITSU from some parties. I felt as though I am returning to the active & high-spirited me last 4 years when I started my first job @ Cinosanap *yeay*

2. I drive to work! Just like me:4 years ago! It's a 30min journey to my workplace, but my working hours beats all the traffic jams at LDP. *yeay* And I get to have time to make Bentou for me and hubby every working day!

3. Hubby decides to WORK! Somewhere near my workplace. I guess he could handle the Mushroom Farm efficiently on weekends and weekdays. I am so happy for him! I think he's kinda bored with the Mushroom Farm because it doesn't need much work on normal days (Anmari tema ga kakarimasen kara). He's only busy when the cycle time comes, that is after 2 months consecutively. I am currently editing his resume. I asked him, why did he suddenly wants to work. "I want to help you pay for our house" Awwww... (tte temei no sekinin darou! hehehe)

4. I have Didie-chan with me at work! *yeay* I know understand very clearly that to stay long at a company, you first need to have GOOD environment and second you LOVE your work. I felt this differently compared to previous co. Yes, I feel better to go to work. *yeay*

I am very excited that my AL is approved by Ynod. Now, I could peacefully concerntrate on my work. Plus, there's going to be a Call test coming up this Thursday. (Kinchou surukk) Oh, hari ini har Selasa, 25 hb... My last Payday for previous co. Taihen oTsukaresama deshita! $$$

Updates on Yuni? nanti lah saya update dengan lebih berkesan menggunakan Gambar. Ok, nak cerita apa lagi ye?

Oh, I met Masterque here! Most of you might not know, but STFians should know this petite cute girl who was my classmate during Form 4 and Form 5F in JB. Yes, I know, she doesn't remember me... Terukla ko nih... heheh *joking* Chatted a few lines with her yesterday, but didn't have time to meet her in person since, my schedule is tight for Trainings and stuff.

Lots of new and old friends. New experiences. Can't wait to start on the real job. Thank you so much to all of you for supporting me on my life decisions. Yes, your opinions does matter! Thank you! Wish me luck!

26.4.10

Rumah baru, (cari) kerja baru?

My bakal rumah :)

As per Dad's request, I visited the bakal rumah next year *if the bank passes my loan*

To tell you the truth, this house is the only *quite big* house yg I mampu nak beli *read: I* With the dream to refinance after 5 years and apply G-loan yang hampir berkecai since nak corpratize dah... *sigh*

Indeed I do not favour much of the location since it is too near the ILs (tak habis2 lg grudge nih ker??) Plus it's like just a few seperate lots from the one I'm buying. *God, Help us!* But, I have to Redha (bak kata Yong) since I hope this will help Abg to boost up income for his cendawan business.

Quite a number of colleagues are already surveying their "Back-up" plans for the future. Being corpratised, means losing privilege of "pencen"... The privilege of getting a lot of holidays, I suppose? I am not sure of how things are going to be for now... But, I am positively sure that there are a lot of people Worried to Death about their welfare and benefits in the future.

Me? I am already eyeing on some other jobs, like the one in Didie's place.. hehe Location wise? Oklah! It will be Ok after I move into my new house :) Geng wise? Ada Didie! hehe.. Other than that? I don't know... At least I will use my Japanese and English ASAP... hehe (kinda rusty for a while after joining G-men)

I am beginning to feel like those 2 rats in the *Who Moved My Cheese* Book. here and there... here and there.. I don't mind chage :) At least for the better.

Nota kaki: Adakah aku xsesuwai kerja berprotokol as such pakaian etc.?

31.12.09

Babai 2009!

Haih... Esok dah masuk tahun baru...
Slalu orang akan cakap pasal azam baru... Tapi, aku nak cerita pasal intebiu kat M*IDA dulu...

Aku dapat call semalam... (macam familiar je nombor ni...)

Tahniah! Diterima bekerja sebagai Pegawai Ekonomi!

Alamakk... Aku mana reti ekonomi... seriously, lepas aku pergi interview dengan Ketua Pengarah... Aku rasa sangat hopeless... Dahla menggatal ambik tajuk "Explain the Economy Crisis" *ketuk ketuk kepala*
Terus kena bang ngan Dato': You have all the concept wrong. That means, you don't read.

Alamak... memang saya tak baca pon kisah ekonomi (T_T) Kalau baca pon maybe tak faham... Maybe sebab I'm too into my own world... Tak dan nak jenguk2 dunia Malaysia ni... hehehe

Well, sangatlah aku tak expect nak dapat offer ni... Dah nak target nak jadi WAHM dah... (Masih lagi dalam target ku... huhu) So, sekarang tengah tunggu offer letter... (target ku hanyalah GAJI) Kalau worth it untuk aku pergi ke sana.. Aku pergi lah... Kalau tak, dok lagi la kat sini :)


Talk about WAHM ni adalah target BESAR aku for 2010.

Before end of 2010, AKU NAK JADI WAHM!!

Seriously... Meaning, fix income every month tapi duduk kat rumah... (Fieza, you can do it!)


You can do it, mama!! (from Yuni)

To all readers out there;

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

20.12.09

Maal Hijrah (Tebus dosa)

Kalau sebelum ini aku maybe akan rasa marah... geram... dan tak puas hati dengan kejadian sehari sebelum Ma'al Hijrah... Sekarang tidak lagi! heh... (bangga siot... Astaghfirullah!)

Sehari sebelum Ma'al Hijrah... Actually hari Rabu malamnye aku entah kenapa sangat emotional dengan Yuni sebab dia tak nak tidur walaupon aku dah nyanyikan semua lagu dalam album 1st Siti Nurhaliza (acah aje)... Bermacam2 dodoi zikir dah aku dendangkan... Ambil aku 1 jam nak tidurkan dia.. Penat wooo...

Walaupun pada akhirnya dia tidur jua... Kesabaran ku tak behtu teguh pada malam tuh bila aku naik atas and nampak Abg tengah lepak tgk ESPN (read: BOLA).... Tiba2 je my blood went upstairs too with me...

Mengamuk giller aku ngan Abg malam tuh...
(Tahap baling2 bantal tau)

Aku dah analisa diri aku senang marah/mengamuk/moody bila...
1. LAPAR
2. PENAT dan pada masa yang sama LAPAR
3. KESEORANGAN di rumah dan pada masa yang sama LAPAR
4. Bila bangun pagi pukul 9 dan LAPAR

hehe... Senang nak faham, kan? So, aku memang lapar malam tuh tapi dah pukul 9:30pm... Boleh je klau nak keluar jap pi Old White Town Coffee (Thankx to that reunion Night, aku dah giller kat restoran nih...) Tapi, entahla... Malas?

So, aku makan megi jer... Megi Sup Tulang...
(Rupa2nya mak bapak aku pon makan megi tuh pada malam yag sama before aku)

Thanks to that Megi, next morning aku dapat angin... dahla malam semalam dah Hangin... (Dajare kayo!!) Aku ingat tak serius... tapi, kat ofis aku muntah... semua breakfast... Badan tak larat... Aku balik rumah for lunch, aku tak larat... tepon boss kata Sori... Cannot make it back.. I MC hari nih... huhuh

And then muntah lagi... isk... isk...
Pergi klinik after that... Pastuh on the way balik singgah kedai runcit Cina beli 100 Plus... Aku tak tahan giller, so aku bercangkung depan cashier... Uncle tu kata;

"Aiya... Apa pasal ini macam?"
"Tak ada tenagalah... Dari pagi tadi Muntah2..."
"ANAK kaa????"

Caitt... Sama lawak dengan Abg aku pagi tadi bile aku kata aku muntah2...
Tapi bile muntah2 aku semakin serius menjelang petang... Maji aku ingat aku pregnant, ok? Tapi, pregnant ape muntah2 sambil cirit birit??

So, malam tuh Abg balik lap badan aku dengan tuala sejuk... Suap aku makan nasi (right after muntah) sambil tengok Malaysia lawan Vietnam Final Sukan SEA... Belikan Air kelapa...
(Sungguh terharu! Even though semalam aku dah Hangin sampai wrestling dengan dia)

1st thing aku buat...
"Abg... Mintak Maaf ye semalam sebab Hangin kat Abg... Syg rasa Tuhan nak balas cash la kat syg ari nih... Lum sum sempena tahun baru"

"Tahu takpe..."

Aiyah... terkena lagi... tapi, aku bersyukkur kerana suamiku seorang yang penyabar dengan aku... Cammana aku wrestling dengan dia (korang agak2 sendiri lah) teruk sekali pun... dia tak ambik hati...
Tapi, aku dah dapt azam baru;

Jadi Isteri/Ibu yang tak Temper


Korang doa2 kanlah aku berjaya, ya?

P/S: Sampai sekarang aku takleh makan banyak... Rasa macam nk muntah... serious...

23.11.09

Bobson-ku putus lagi… (Potong saja lah!!)

Warning: Random post uploading…


Tengah aku bercakap dengan boss… tiba-tiba dia putus lagi… about 2 weeks before dia putus sebelah kanan… Hari ini putus sebelah kiri… *sigh*

Dah lama nak letak gambar ni sebenarnya… Yuni make-up in Musim Hujan style… Ye… Sayalah pembunuh… Demi anak saya… saya sanggup membunuh mereka semua… hahahaha! (tiru iklan nyamuk)

 Nih pun dah lama nak upload… Yuni sementara menunggu Aunty Yong sampai ke A&W, the next day after re-union STF959… haha tertidur dalam kereta :p

Antara favourite past time during bf-ing Yuni is taking picture of her sucking *yikes*
Yuni is already 6 months going to 7 months... Believe me she likes Nestum so much dia marah grandma dia sebab Nestum dah habis... hahaha Should have seen her mengamuk... Please, Yuni... everytime you throw your tantrum... mommy maluuuuu... sebab sebijik macam mommy kalau mengamuk! hahahaha

When is the right time to visit the in-laws... Don't really know the right timing. Dah lama sangat tak pergi... Tapi, tak best dah pergi pon... bukan apa they keep on membebel lah... Kenapa dah lama tak datang etc... etc... Of course I know memang lama tak datang... tapi you guys tak pernah pon nak datang, right? Why must it always be us to go there? hehehe... jahat tak?

No lah... I got over all the grudges. Seriuosly. Plain fatigue. Weekends nak lepak2 pon still kena jaga Yuni... and then, I kan tengah wat part time translator sekarang... So, memang kalau urgent project tuh mmg hectic lah... But, very rewarding... $$$ hahaha (gelak tamak) Luckily Abg is very cooperative... Banyak kali dah cover kan line... We even tgh wat plan senyap2 nak balik kampung sekejap Raya Haji ni... without the rombongan Bas Sekolah troop... hohoho (sekali lagi gelak obasan kejam)

Sejak akhir2 ni nampak seronok wat part time... sebab dia "part" time... kerja sekarang pon saikou bab internet... hehe..

Oklah... Cukup2 lah tu melagha... (tgh mood happy) Esok akan ke S*ONY lagi untuk new project discussion... :p Minta2lah tak menjalar meetingnye tu... ngee...

17.11.09

専業主婦も立派な仕事の1つだよ


小さい頃、夢の欄に君は何と書いたのでしょうか。


小学校4年生の時にはスッチに書いていました。
小学校6年生の時には御医者さんに書いていました。
中学校3年生の時に以来ずっと技術者になりたかった。

小さい頃の夢はほとんど両親に影響されました。多くの子供たちもそうだと思う。毎日御父さん、御母さんの仕事に行く姿を見ながら育ててきたので、どうしてもそうなっちゃうのだ。


それじゃ、専業主婦の御母さんを持つ子供たちの場合だと、夢の欄に「専業主婦」と書くのでしょうか。(漢字が大変だから書けないか?)
「御母さんみたいになりた~い」と言われたら、どれくらい嬉しいか神様しか分からない。(Direct translation: Gembiranya tuhan aje yang tahu)
→「御母さんみたいになりた~い」と言われたら、言葉にならない程、嬉しいだろうな…

でも、心の中では、子供たちをママみたいに専業主婦になって欲しくないという御母さんが多いでしょう。やはり、夢は大きくなくちゃ!

しかし、私が今になって、専業主婦でも立派な仕事だと思い始めてきた。子育てがどれくらい大変なのか味わってきたからかなぁ~?

専業主婦だってきちんとやると、大変遣り甲斐のある仕事だと思う。その上、子供との時間がいっぱい作れるし、自分が思う通りの教育をさせることができる。両手に花だね~魅力的だと思わない?
今技術者になったので、これからの夢を描かないといけないと思う。

27歳の私の夢の欄には…
「自分のうちに金を作りながら、専業主婦をする」
具体的なことは別にここで書かなくたっていいと思う。要するに、目標が出来てスッキリした。

君は今どんな夢を抱いているのでしょうか。

今を思う自分

21.8.09

Salam Ramadhan!


Salam kekawan…
Sorry for the long silence…

I have been busy changing jobs lately. P-Sya kara sotsugyou shimashita! After 3 years and 4 months :P Couldn’t have been more happier.

Not that I despise working there. It’s just that, there’s no more thrill working there. Lately have been seeing myself going no where there…Pointless… Priorities have changed too. More to Yuni-chan, of course.

Today mom went off at 3:30 am to Johor, for her routine of family & relative visitings with my Mak Ngah. Yes, they are very close and they share the same idea of the importance of family & relatives. And, both of them don’t have small children to look after for…only grandchildrens…heheh (hima tsubushi kanaa?)

So, today, I went back home during Friday prayers to cover up for Abg during his Friday prayers…Best tak? Balik BF-kan Yuni…zenzen yoyuu…hahaha…Yerla…rumah 5 min jer dari office. And its a very convenient place to work at :p Singgah Carrefour kejap beli udang ngan telur untuk masak sahur + Sushi for lunch... Balik office just in time for discussion ngan MD :)

Was asked; How was your week? Terrific! hehe...

Okay, Let's see...1st day of work dah pergi jumpa supplier, Mr S bawak naik Mitsubishi "Truck" dia...Dekat mana? Selayang ngan Rawang...huhu...jauh tu!

2nd day stay kat office, join discussion with Ms A...Cewek Chinese Kelate yang maji BM sangat fluent *sasuga!* Eventually, I'll be taking her job at Tooling dept. and she will be transferred to Prototype dept...

3rd day pergi supplier with Japanese client :) with Mr H pulak...hehe Borak2 dalam kereta pasal Japan & culture, of course translate-kan untuk Mr H about "Why Sumo wrestlers in Japan have beautiful wives?"...haha...Aku tahu jawapan tuh, tapi aete nak jugak Oka*zaki jawab sendiri..kihkihkih...

4th day stay kat office belajar & praktikal dengan Ms A...Ms A adalah sangat excellent in teaching...She's very detail...which is very good. Documentation semua check dengan detail...but at the same time, she said it's very tiring sebab asyik2 jumpe salah orang...:p Seronoknye belajar dengan Ms A is sbb dia suka gossip...haha..xdelah...borak2 seken banashi, pasal anak, orang gaji, life etc..

5th day pon stay kat office. By Friday, aku dah start buat documentation dah.."Hayai deshou?" Actually, Isnin lagi dah start hantar email to Japan and Share Holder's documentation...hehe

Overall aku sangat berpuas hati sebab gaji dan stressload adalah lebih kurang equal :) Banyak yang dapat belajar kat sini especially regarding Tooling. Ikut client tengok depa bukak die, modify die, tengok supplier nye style cammane *mmg seronok* An exciting experience that I have never felt before.. (Yerlah, sebelum nih terperap aje dalam kilang...xpernah kluar-maji kena kutuk sbb xpernah pegi Selayang sendiri...heheh)

Disebabkan company kecik, depa mmg ganbaru betul2 untuk dapatkan sales. Korekara, aku ganti tmpt Ms A nih pon aku memainkan peranan besar untuk mark up harga..Kalau dulu pengetahuan aku hanyalah tahap bagi cost kat Abg Helmi...Sekarang aku dah belajar banyak pasal selok belok "kerja belakang tabir" $ company...ngee... That is, of course one of the advantages of small companies.

MD pula sangat assure kat aku yg direction dia adalah untuk keep current staff, not to expand too much. Certain companies, bila dah dapat untung, salurkan lebih kepada beli mesin lagi banyak, besarkan jajahan company etc...tapi, company ni dapat untung dia salurkan kepada pekerja dahulu as motivation & skill up. Aku suka direction dia sebab dia nak kukuhkan "group" (nakama) dulu...Biar kecil tapi jitu dan padu daripada besar, tapi rapuh & tak loyal (Alamak, terasa plak saya...)

Overall, so far so good. My first inshou about this company. Yup, I can say that I like this company because dalam masa 1 week, I can already imagine me another 5 years here..*cool! InsyaAllah*
(Plus, boleh YM & MSN masa kerja tuh...hahaha unlimited internet access)

Oh ya, sebelum saya terlupa.. I would like to wish all muslims;

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT RAMADHAN AL MUBARAK!
Sambutlah Ramadhan dengan meriah, dihiasi amalan2 yang banyak...
Semoga Ramadhan kali ini membawa keberkatan pada anda semua...Amin.

Till then kawan2...babai!

18.7.09

Things I do for loved ones



Minasaaaann...

I have handed in the Borang No.13...hehehe Practically known ( by tech section members ) as Borang Berhenti Kerja...

Kippari kimemashita :)

Saya lakukan ini demi masa depan kami semua... *demi Yuni dan juga ayah*

New work dah settle. Tinggal nak jejak kaki aje bulan depan. Work load kurang, tapi yang best tuh gaji naik...hehe.. I hope i will be appreciated even more in this new company. I report pon direct pada MD. (FYI, bukan kerja P.A tau) Tempat kerja sangat dekat dengan rumah. Balik lunch pon sempat lagi. Long term plan? Of course bukan di situ. Tempat itu bagai satu batu loncatan sahaja. Hidup mesti diteruskan.

We need to do sacrifices for survival. Lose some, win more - itu prinsip saya. Priority? Well, berubah mengikut masa dan status. Tak boleh selamanya selfish, kan?

Anyway, agak teruja bila hantar borang no.13 tuh. Dalam hati ada doki2 ada waku2 heh.. Sebab selama ini I was at the other side of the river. This time, I have finally crossed it. *I'm so excited!* But, at the same time, sebak sikit larr...my 1st job, okay? Banyak kenangan tuh..Dekat Mesia, dekat Japan, dekat Production, dekat Supplier. Banyak pengalaman yang telah saya gain di sini. Tetapi, apakan daya, keadaan tak mengizinkan...

"Patah tumbuh Hilang berganti"

Yang penting, at the end of the day, saya tak menyesal atas keputusan saya...ufufu..

Toriaezu, nagai aida, taihen osewani narimashita!
Ippai sutekina keiken to omoide, arigatou gozaimashita!
Ima made dekita kizuna wo eien ni wasuremasen!
Do keep in touch!

Sayonara!

27.4.09

Happy Birthday to you...

"Happy birthday!---Ek, tak keluar lg ke?" says my Doc, the minute she entered the room during today's checkup...*sigh*

Sorry to disappoint you guys out there, but, mini-Fiza is still cozy in mommy's tummy. The doc poked me again today and said that the opening is still small. I realized that when I discovered a large sum of mucus on my panties yesterday night, which i have never yet experienced before.

Actually, a part of me is a bit relieved about the delay because my mom was admitted into UH today for a surgery tomorrow. So, I'm going to visit her tomorrow after the surgery. Its a fistula surgery, that's all i know, since mom didn't really want to explain it to us....( She just doesn't want anyone to make a big deal out of it, especially my granny ) Please pray for my mom.

So, i guess if by next Monday, mini-Fiza is still inside mommy, doc is positively inducing me...Oh, dear, please come out on 1st May...(hehehe...Kaa-san no katte na negai desukedo...) Then, boleh la wat dajare... "I was in labour on labor's day"-- Nanchitte... :P

Well, other than that...Abg wants to eat Mi Siam at Puchong...

To tell you the truth, sekarang nih tgh ada sikit krisis with Abg...( terok kan? nak dekat beranak nih pon nk wat krisis lg...tsk..tsk..) Gaduh sket je td...skarang tgh mood merajuk kt dlm bilik mama... *sigh*

Orang kata, biasalah...adat berumah tangga...chett...alasan...hehehe... Anyway, it comes and goes...kalau asyik selalu seronok aje...bosan la plak...gaduh2 manja sket kan best.. :D

On other occasion, ST**lc**e called me several times and even sent me an email to reconfirm my availability for the Product Engineer position they offered me 4 months ago...Alamak kak, i belom deliver pon lg... tunggu lepas deliver, boleh tak? I mean, if you are really desperate nak jugak orang, dahulukan org lain pon xpe.. I memang ada niat nk berhijrah...tapi, suddenly ada my aunt propose sambung study...*sungguh tempting, okay?* Especially bile dah ada anak nanti...:)

Abg kata okay aje...but then kenalah cari openings, kan? Kalu dekat KL xpe gak...sekali opening kat hujung Perlis nuuun...nak wat camne? Kalu ikutkan naluri kerjaya wanita nih...i'm willing to go anywhere, cuma bile ada hubby...kena consider dia nye kerja, plus ade anak nnt jauh ngan atuk ngan nenek...chotto sabishii...

Macam ni lah, kalu jauh2 tuh...i think i'll wait until i'm financially stablized.. Boleh afford untuk beli tanah ke...wat bisnes ke...masa tuh nk travel back and forth KL pon xkesah...hehe ( Nak tiru Kak Long )

Isk...macam2 btol angan2 aku nih...moga2 dipertunjukkan Allah jalan yang terbaik...InsyaAllah... :)

7.4.09

2 Bukit 1 Batang

Please...jangan salah faham tau...:p

Penat tuh...asyik tgk Astro Awani ajer dari pukul 8:30mlm td...dengan terpaksa menahan selsema dan batuk 1 hari....Abg kata sbb cuaca panas...Hidung sampai berdarah tuh...bukan korek pon (T_T) *sigh*

Harap2 xde ape2 yg berlaku pada baby...Baby tetap aktif macam biasa...makin sakit adelah bhgn low tummy...Tp xrase macam terok sgt....Therefore, bukan contraction terok la tuh...hehehe


Abg dari tadi asyik puji Professor Abu Hassan (Naib Cancelor USM) bercakap...Katanya, intelek kata2nya...sopan, tak sarcastic tapi bernas, tepat dan tidak mengampu, unlike some other politic analyst yg konon mengaku neutral, tak berat sebelah...instead bile ckp nampak pro-gomen...sgt bosan, ok?

Although, I am not one of the voters for the Bukits and Batangs...But, I surely felt good when all content that this professor said was really what I feel and think...As though dia betul2 paham what orang2 mcm I, am thinking...hehehe...Mungkin sbb dia professor yg bnyk interaksi dgn budak2 muda baya saya (Alamak, boleh kire mude lagi ke?) I don't know la...But one thing for sure, dia sgt terrer History...probably one of his fave subject...*respect la...*

TV3...as usual, bile BN nampak mcm xde harapan nk menang aje...terus tutup cerita... Sickening btolla...same aje mcm masa kat Permatang Pauh dulu....sebaris aje beritanya...Nasib baikla amek Astro nih....dpt alternatif lain untuk berita *sigh*
When it comes to news...mmg TV3 xleh nak harap....Yang boleh harap drama2 hiburan yg agak melalaikan (for kids la...) Itu aje....bohsan, ok?

Like today, sorang anak buah Abg yg Makcik dia jaga....xnak pergi sekolah...kasi alasan sakit perut...tp sebenarnye nampak obvious giller xsakit...kelentong abess la... Disebabkan bukan anak sendiri, xleh la nk ckp lebih2...But, for an 11 year-old BOY...xnak pergi sekolah hanya sebab nak tgk tv...hisyyy!! Either mak bapak dia jenis x amek pedulik or just pure giller nak tgk TV3 punyer cerita Indon and drama pukul 4:30 ptg (which I am still not sure tajuk dia)...Syabas dan tahniah kepada tv station Malaysia yg telah berjaya membodohkan anak2 muda, generasi akan datang...peeewwiiittt!!

Slowly, whisper to baby...You are so not going to be able to watch AF/drama on tv after you come to this world...Cause the only program you'll be watching are educational channels (TVIQ, NGEO, History Channel, P106) only...Sorry la... Mummy is only thinking of your future...berat tau tanggungjawab nak mendidik anak2...Mummy xmahu disoal nanti bagaimana mummy didik anak2 mummy...dgn AF ke?

Yosshh...ganbaruzo!! Sgt waku2 deliver my sweetie pie...and educating him/her...:)

Untuk itu...perlu lah...dapatkan enough rest...till then, gudnite!
Wasalam.

25.11.08

Borak2 kosong sat



Reads; If you could not accomplish the current simple work assigned to you right now, big possibility that you won't be able to accomplish bigger responsibility work in the future.

I wrote this 1 year ago. hehe...My ex-boss saw it and said its a good phrase. I still believe on this concept. Especially after feeling frustrated on certain issues that we can't help ourselves to it. Shouganai. Sebenarnye hasil dari muhasabah diri "self-reflection" akan terhasil kata2 ini.

I also now believe that I could apply this phrase to daily life issues. Such as;

"Kalau bilik sendiri pon tak boleh kemas, nanti ada rumah sendiri, jangan haraplah nak kemas"

dan macam2 lagilah yang boleh korang pikirkan. Buat masa ni, malas sket nak pikir. So, anyway sebenarnye nak tidur awal malam nih...Since semalam tidur lewat...bangun lambat tuh. Tapi Abg macam bad mood jer ari nih. Angin tak baik sgt kot. Walaupon I dah beli dinner (read: BELI) hehehe...

Malam nih harap2lah US nyer ekonomi bangkit sket. Kalau tak bangkit...at least jatuhla merudum. hehehe...Chuuto hanpa na henka wa yada! Hakkiri se-yo! hhehe

Oh, btw, pagi tadi dengar kat radio, gaji PM ngan ahli politik Singapore bakal dipotong 11-19% bagi menyelamatkan ekonomi negara diorang. Last year baru ajer diorg apply "performance" base grading untuk kakitangan kerajaan diorg. Dengan ini barulah orang kata, Cakap Serupa Bikin, betol tak? Politicians also share and carry their responsiblity towards the economy downpour of the country.


Rasa-rasanya boleh apply tak policy nih kat Mesia? Macam susah aje...

Yelah, cube bayangkan gaji KJ kena potong. hmmm...eee...seram bulu roma aku...kalau kat Mesia agaknye, potong gaji menteri, naikkan cukai pendapatan kot...Balik2 rakyat jugak kena bayar...

Too easy to predict. (janganlah tambah lagi cukai pendapatan rakyat)

Okaylah, pi solat dulu...bye2!

11.11.08

Panas di awal pagi?


Kenapa tak tidur lagi? ( Sing along version Jangan Tidur Lagi pls...)

This is considered awal pagi kan? 12:56AM. Terjaga sebab teringat tak makan ubat lagi. Sambil2 tuh tgk graph. Sigh. Sejak akhir2 ini asyik ter-miss signal aje. Dahla waktu2 yang sgt mudah untuk aku check. Takpelah probably masih bukan rezeki aku. Cuma, selepas ini aku akan lebih berdisiplin dalam waktu online.

Fatigue has lately visits me very often. It comes usually after work. "Assyyiikkk naaakk tidooooo aje..." kata Abg. I just couldn't help it. Dou suru? Aifuru.. Dahla esok Tuty takde 2 hari. Pergi course. Memang aku merayap kat PP2/Solid Work saja lah nampaknye.

Remember my new target in the previous entry? Ya..part yg nak master Solid Works tuh.. Bab 2D and drawing, I'm very used to it ever since during Uni years. So, basic 3D? Shouldn't be a big problem. And guess what? Sangat menyeronokkan! And who said 3D susah sgt nak belajar?heheh (Cheh! baru habis basic tutorial dah berlagak...ciss)



Let's change the topic here.

Got a call at 4:30 pm today from St**lc*se. Wah! So fast meh? They wanted to do a phone interview with me. Oh dear, aku dahla dekat production masa tuh. It was very noisy and she sounded very curious whether she's disturbing me or not. So I told her that she could call me tomorrow since the interview will take about 20 to 30 minutes.

Just curious to know...how concerned are American company to hire a 4 month pregnant mommy-to-be-engineer? I know Japs wouldn't take me in. What to do? But, American companies? They are very new to me. Haven't had the slightest clue. Though my mom did work in IBM HR for 22 years. I still dare not ask. But, tomorrow...I will state out clearly that I'm preggy. Plus, I'm an expensive engineer..heheh

Okayah...I'm off to sleep. Esok pagi2 buat schedule. STRICT schedule of being online. I need to be more dicipline. Since I will end up being extra tired with no schedule.

Good nite/ morning, shall I say?

P/S: Jeles tgk Abg tido nyenyak! Its hard to fall asleep lately.

8.11.08

My happiness


Notice the small things that make you happy. Notice the 2 heart shapes in the miso-soup? Couldn't help not to take picture of it. Really made my day.hehe

Inspired by Didie-chan and Azian... I think I should share more of my happiness instead of grudge and disappointments. Lately, been having trouble to cope with changes in work style, company progress etc. Although Obama did won the President election, investors are still waiting for his first move before making their decisions to invest or not...So, economically still not improving especially to companies like the one I'm working for which depends somewhat or more to US market. (Alamak...cerita xbest la plak)

So lately, my only happiness at work is resume updating...hehe...Why?

It eventually reminds me of the real me. The me which had big goals and target. The inspiring me. The honest, hardworking me.

My current company trained me well. Very well. Techniques and skills at the edge of my fingers and knowledges far beyond technical terms. Knowledges of life. But lately, it seems that I have seen the end of it. It is no more inspiring to me. Less motivation. Less of everything.

I am happy and glad that everything I learned within my working years, I learned it the hard way. Because, it sticks in my head...forever.

My ex-collegue once told me that, "Quit when you are not learning anything anymore here". So, I'm taking her advice. But before that, I'm spending my last few months..(who knows?) learning and developing the last few skills that I envy people having it, but did not have the oppertunity to learn it due to out of my job scope.

My target before I leave.

1. Learn and master Solid Works
2. Learn Purchasing matters from DR / Purchasing people
3. Learn a bit of DR regarding Sales
4. Read more motivational books
5. Spend more of my time being HAPPY!

A few things that make me happy.


My baby! Taken at 13 weeks old. The doctor was showing the heart beat, I think.


The monthly Wak Sarip's soto (only available until 10 am/day)-Best in Klang!


The RM9.90 mini-table fan. Powered by USB cable. Akak Costing tolong belikan.


Best motivational friend.


Beloved hubby! Lately, very keen on economical market since I introduced him to broadband. heheh


My best friend during pregnancy. Syok tau pakai crocs. Boleh berjalan dgn selesa walaupon berat badan bertambah...Osusume desu!


Farewell speech.Urrggghhh!! Tak sabarnye...ngeehee

4.9.08

Membawa?

Selamat menyambut bulan Ramadhan!
kepada seluruh muslimin dan muslimat di seluruh dunia.
Semoga kita akan mendapat rahmat dan pengisian yang maksima dalam Ramadhan kali ini.
Janganlah sia-siakan peluang yang datang.

Minasan,

Saya bakal puasa penuh pada Ramadhan ini, Insyaallah. Jika diizinkan rezeki ini dalam keadaan sihat walafiat dan mampu berkembang sepanjang Ramadhan. Insyaallah ada berkatnya...heheh

Ya, Sudah 6 minggu. Tapi tak pergi check up lagi. Maybe Sabtu ini. Jika saya mampu menunggu no. giliran.

I wonder why we can't do this in private clinics?

Update lain;


I have a New hobby! Insyaallah it may generate money. Because my target is to get a financial freedom...(duh! Siapa tak mahu financial freedom?)

Jika diizinkan, saya nak berbakti kepada keluarga dan umat Islam. :)

Doakan saya!


Off to sleep. Zzzzzzz.....

25.5.08

New beauty product testing


Humans in the category of females will tend to put extra effort into beauty. It doesn't matter wheter its about getting slimmer or fairer...the main issue is being beautiful.


and it is basically human to love beauty. Therefore, although most of my friends did notice the difference on my face complexion, (read: I used to have a lot of jerawat during school time) the scars are still there, plus tiny zits are developing due to understress, i suppose. Things get even worse cause I'm getting married in short notice.



To cut things short, I'm trying out this new product;


Ag+ based products applied with nano-technology

Ag+ natural soap for cleanser


Ag+ natural gel for mosturiser treatment


and Ag+ natural spray to be sprayed at problem areas not only at face area, but any part of the body with skin irritation problems.

A bit of info for those who have not heard of this Ag+ nano technology (thats how I say it lah...)

"Modern Colloidal Silver applications: Silver has been used for generations in goblets, silverware, and other food areas because of the belief that it inhibits diseases. The following is a partial list of the more than 650 diseases that Silver has been used successfully against - Germs, Bacteria, infections, parasites, giardia, viruses, fungus and pathogens including:Allergies, Acne, Antrax, Athlete's foot, Bladder infections, Inflammation, Blood Parasites, Blood-Poison, Boils, Burns, Candide Yeast Infection, Chilblains, Cholera, Conjunctivitis, Cold Sores, Colitis, Cyst-isis, Dermatitis, Diabetes caused by infection, Diphtheria, Diarrhea, Dermatitis, Dysentery, Eczema, Fibrosities, Gangrene, Gonorrhea, Herpes, HIV Virus, Impetigo, Influenza, Indigestion, Intestinal Infections, Kreatitis, Leprosy, Leukemia, Lupus, Lymphangitis, Lyme Disease, Malaria, Meningitis, Multiple Sclerosis, Neurasthenic, Parasitic Infections (oral and fungal), Pneumonia, Pleurisy, Prostatitis, Priritis Ani, Psoriasis, Purulence, Ophthalmia, Rhinitis, Rheumatism, Ring-worm, Rosacea, Scarlet Fever, Septic Conditions of the eyes, ears, mouth and throat, Sevorrhes, Shingles, Sinus Infections, Staph Infections, Strep Infections, Stomach Ulcer, Syphilis, Thyroid, Tonsillitis, Toxemia, Trachoma, Trench-Foot, Tuberculosis, Ulcers, All forms of Virus, Warts, Whooping Cough and Yeast Infections."

How People Use It :Silver-sprayed burns heal rapidly without scarring. Safely sterilize anything from toothbrushes to surgical instruments. Use topically on cuts, wounds, abrasions, rashes, sunburn, insect bites, razor nicks and bandages. Use like peroxide on zits and acne. Spray in shoes and between toes to stop most skin itch, athletes foot and fungi. Diminish dandruff, psoriasis, skin rashes, etc.Add to bath water, gargle, douches, colon irrigation, nasal spray and dental water-pic solutions. Cuts downtime dramatically from colds, flu, pneumonia, staph, strep, respiratory infections and rhino viruses. Skin itch, eye irritation or infection (dilute a small amount with an equal amount of distilled water for eye use) and ear infections (warm slightly first), some moles and warts vanish (put on band aid pad and wear on wart overnight each night until gone). Use with Q-tips on fingernail, toenail, and ear fungi. Can impede tooth decay and bad breath. Unlike pharmaceutical antibiotics, Silver never permits strain-resistant pathogens to evolve.Toothaches, mouth sores, bacterial irritations are diminished.Soak dentures.

Dr.Henry Crooks (Use of Colloids in Health-Disease) found that silver in the colloidal state is highly germicidal, quite harmless to humans and absolutely non-toxic. From his bacteriological experiments with silver he concluded, “I know of no microbe that is not killed in laboratory experiments in six minutes”.

Dr. Becker's experiments conclude that silver works on the full spectrum of pathogens without any side effects or damage to any part of the body. He also states that the silver was doing something more than killing disease organisms, It was also causing major growth stimulation of injured tissues. Burn patients and elderly patients noticed more rapid healing. He discovered that cancer cells change back to normal cells in the presence of electrically generated colloidal silver. All strains of pathogens he tested, even those resistant to antibiotics, were killed by colloidal silver.”Colloidal silver appears to be one of the greatest discoveries in natural preventive health care of all time. When properly prepared, colloidal silver is a completely non-toxic, tasteless, internally and externally applicable, broad-spectrum germ fighter and disinfectant, which can significantly reduce the length and severity of many viral and bacterial infections.

Info adopted from;

"If the government added it to our drinking water instead of Fluoride we would all be far healthier!"

Edymium-Ag+ nano produts


In anything we use or do, indeed research is important. Important of all is testing. So, do join me to know the results of my experiment.hehehe...

*Jangan risau, gambar sebelum dah ambil semalam....in no-make-up style*

Will update to you on the results! Tanoshimini shitene!

Till then tata!

26.4.08

E-dymium bio-magnetic affect

Teh & Me


Venue: Vegetarian restaurant, SS2

Pic taken my Miyake-kun

Was just back from 7-E...And right after explaining to dad how suitable amount of exposure of magnetic field can give good affect to individual health condition...I still need to do more research though...I know the good affect of this magnet bracelet ppl are talking about even before A.C Mizal kinda like give a commercial value to it on t.v...But, to sell information, I have to see it from the buyer side of view... What are buyers' concern point? Health, guarantee and long term affect...

To tell you the trush, I am still incapable of answering these questions, but I' m doing my homework...

Like they say...This is not a product selling era, but more to Information selling era... Ferrari doesn't make a fortune through selling their cars...Their cars suck at price *damn expensive!* But, they excell in selling technology and information...That's more important..."well, at least to me"

Do check out my homework on bio-magnetic affect to human body and tell me what do you think?

Study notes on bio-magnetic affect to human body



25.4.08

Thank you Jalan TAR



Date of Aqad & Resepsi: 13th July 2008 (Sunday)

Aqad Venue: Masjid Darul Ehsan, Subang Jaya

Resepsi Venue: SS15 Subang Jaya


Lovely pic taken at Semua House....Love the expression of Nyorq and Yong behind. By the way, tangan on the right side of pic was Nabe's hand...Thank you so much for you support and ideas untuk memilih baju. Tomorrow ingat nak hantar kain pi kedai...Buy cloth for bridegroom side wedding and send it to the taylors. Not much to say lately about the preparations...I just hope that everything turns out well. Right now, I'm concerntrating on after marrige life. Nak cari rumah etc. How will I cope finance with him? etc...

Therefore....I am currently searching for other extra income oppertunities. Anyone interested in joining me?

Peek-a-boo!

24.4.08

Commitments



Do commitments change after we get married?


A collegue of mine thought to herself;


"Kalau dah kawin mesti cepat balik rumah, kan? Nak kena masak untuk suami lagi...Sure penat kan?"


hehehe...Ala...give and take la...nanti suami urutkan bahu...keskeskes...Dah tuh kalau berdua kerja xkan sorang jer yang nak kene suffer buat kerja rumah? Betul, tak?


Ustaz mase kursus kawin tuhla cakap...Kenalah ber-musyawwarah...



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I kind of disagree when old-timer bosses claim that your commitments change like 80-90% the other way around towards your work after you get married or deliver a child. Its as though your world evolves around the family much2 more often than work. To prove that about 10 years ago...YES. But, nowadays...Please boss, get out of the tempurung kelapa la...Nowadays women are more matured and capable of balancing work and family commitments. Especially when you live in an era where both the husband and wife need to earn more.


Senang cerita;


Orang zaman sekarang, kawin tak kawin same aje komitmen nya...Tak semestinya lepas kawin baru komitmen atau rasa tanggungjawab itu kurang terhadap kerja....Masa bujang pon sama sahaja. Konon nak enjoy lebih...kerja sambil lewa...hak ptuih! Tapi gaji nak banyak...hakhak ptuihh!


Sejak akhir2 nih dapat boss baru...Boss kecik namanya...Asyik tak sependapat aje kalau bercakap dengan dia...Seolah-olah hampir 80% pendapat bercanggah...Mungkinkah aku terlalu cerewet?

Sebab ini orang kedua aku rasa macam nih...*sweat drops* Last time was my kohai..Well, mostly because dia adalah out of spec "kohai baik" aku...Maybe boss kecik juga 1 specimen yang out of spec "Boss hebat" aku...*sigh*


I know I shouldn't be talking/thinking like this...Aku pon bukannya hebat sangat...Saikin, sikap mudah marah tuh kembali semula...Dah dekat 5 tahun aku tinggal...Last sekali masa aku baling tepung kat Pesal mase Sobetsukai 2004 kalu tak salah aku...But, I read somewhere, being easily irritated or angry is one of the sign you are under stress, whether conciously or unconciously.


Perhaps I am under stress.

Abg Azhar, if you're reading this...Please understand that I am under stress right now. I hope with Tuty around, my stress is cut half..at least..